bnmbh

Hello im back.. Still drink inking unable to control myself. I feel i have come to the end of the road.. Im ashamed of everything i do. Because it all revolves around booze..I have never felt this way before.. I just cant see why to keep going ruining my life and my families..

Dee74

If you're seriously thinking that way please do seek help, bnmbh
If you don't have a doctor or therapist there's a lot of reading and numbers here:

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ease-read.html

Alcohol and drugs can make life seem pretty dark and hopeless but it would be a mistake to judge your future on the way you feel today.

Things do get better and people do stop drinking

I'm really glad I trusted people when they told me things would get better - I would have missed out on some amazing things

what kinds of things have you tried so far bnmbh?
AA or some other group, counselling, Dr, rehab?

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fantail

Dee got here first I'll just leave this bit here:

This is a 24 hour hotline: 1-800-273-TALK

It might seem like calling a hotline won't do anything, but I have before and I can't tell you how much relief I felt to talk to someone at that moment.

sandgirl

Bnmbh you are precious and worth having-ring someone for help.
I couldn't see a way forward, I'm sober now. Please take care of yourself now.

hypochondriac

It will get better once you get the help you need bnmbh. Drinking drags us down and it is impossible to bring ourselves up when we're still drinking. All that shame drops away in recovery. You can do this. Can you phone someone, maybe the AA helpline. Could you get to a meeting? I too had faith in the people who went before me and I just kept on going til I could see the positive changes myself. You will get there x

jskool

Bnmbh, I feel bad you feel this way. I've felt low like this myself and all I can say is be strong because you may not believe it now but the universe has a strange tendency to help you in strange ways when you least expect it. I wish you the best and I hope you listen to these wise people!

EliSnow

Please take advantage of the welcoming and supportive community here. It does get better. It's hard to see that in the beginning, if you need to chat you can private message me. No one should feel this low, and I have been there.

Nineteen67

I never used to believe people when they said things would get better, but they do! Hope you find the strength to kick this disease in the @ss, hang in there.

robgt350

bnm
hay bro it is not worth it, please talk to some one and get some help ok.