redrosie

So, I'm back. Day 12..? I'm not sure. Think that I have a hold on my emotions now

I'm doing well, sleeping better, no more outbursts of rage, generally feeling okay. Never drunk so much apple juice in my life! Some other nice benefits, I don't look tired all the time, my skin is glowy, eyes are nice and bright, mornings don't suck so much and I think I have lost some weight!

I looked at lots of the programs available, and I have to say that none of them really called to me, so I have started to manage my drinking by not managing it. I have just decided that alcohol does not exist, therefore I have no need for it, and don't need to think about it. One could say I am in denial, but in a good way

instant

Great you are making headway and feeling positive. A sober life us worth it although it can be a bit hairy in the beginning.