What it says
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Join Date: Feb 2013
Location: Soberville, USA
Posts: 168
What it says
Things for me to remember.
My AV:
Tells me I would have enjoyed the joke, movie, tv show, book, conversation, outing, etc. better if I had consumed first.
Tells me that my x hours, days, weeks, months, of sobriety prove to me that I can drink again and keep 'a handle' on my consumption.
As along as alcohol is in my bloodstream, tells me that I am a fantastic person and can do all things.
When I am not consuming alcohol, tells me that I am not worthy of forgiveness, that it's laughable to even consider asking God for help and forgiveness, that I am a horrible wife, mother, daughter, etc.
These are the four main things I need to create a plan for. Thought I would share in case this helps someone else.
Would love to hear what yours tells you. May help me identify some things I might have otherwise missed.
ND
My AV:
Tells me I would have enjoyed the joke, movie, tv show, book, conversation, outing, etc. better if I had consumed first.
Tells me that my x hours, days, weeks, months, of sobriety prove to me that I can drink again and keep 'a handle' on my consumption.
As along as alcohol is in my bloodstream, tells me that I am a fantastic person and can do all things.
When I am not consuming alcohol, tells me that I am not worthy of forgiveness, that it's laughable to even consider asking God for help and forgiveness, that I am a horrible wife, mother, daughter, etc.
These are the four main things I need to create a plan for. Thought I would share in case this helps someone else.
Would love to hear what yours tells you. May help me identify some things I might have otherwise missed.
ND
CastAwayWolf
Join Date: Jan 2013
Location: West Virginia
Posts: 84
Mine whispers "Just one more time, just a few, no one will know, you've learned so much...you're stronger now, it's ok".
Wears me down, feels cold and I know death is right around the corner. I've been that damn close.
Well, I don't want to go down that road anymore. I have a little life/fire left in me and keep fanning it on and praying I'll keep moving forward. If I stop/relapse I'll die. That simple.
Feels free to give up.
Wears me down, feels cold and I know death is right around the corner. I've been that damn close.
Well, I don't want to go down that road anymore. I have a little life/fire left in me and keep fanning it on and praying I'll keep moving forward. If I stop/relapse I'll die. That simple.
Feels free to give up.
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