Overwhelmed by feelings today
Overwhelmed by feelings today
I know it'll pass. It's just been a tough few days and I'm exhausted and so tired but too anxious to sleep. My head and feelings are driving me a bit nuts. Don't want to drink but thought it'd be a good idea to post anyway. At least I'm experiencing feelings. Hope you're all well xx
Eli I'm sorry you're having a tough go of it. I remember how impossible it seemed to deal with overwhelming emotions sober in the beginning. Then I realized I had been drinking to do something about them, to make them go away. When the best thing to do with them, regardless of how not fun it is, is to sit with them and experience them and let them resolve naturally. It is not fun, it can be exhausting, feel endless, but it too passes. And you just hope hope it passes into a better day the next day. The more you experience these things, the better and stronger you'll feel.
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That is so true. I believe, no, I know, it to be so. It will pass. I think contemplating equanimity and what it means to all feelings is an important factor. It can intensify the feelings but also speed their departure or change. It's really about change. Change (or impermanence) is inherent in all things (yes, I know Buddha said that) and change is always accompanied with feelings or bodily sensations. This is the nature. I think it's also something that freaks out addictive persons a lot. If I can recognise my feelings then there is a me that does so. If so there is a me that recognises a me that recognises that. So, where am I? Lost in my feelings, surfing them, or observing the surfer? 'Tis a conundrum. But who has the conundrum?
I'm some years sober but always just one day at a time. Even after a longish period of sobriety Still intense feelings come up. I know I'll get through tonight even though I'm sure it'll be one of the most difficult times I'll have had for some time partly because it'll be one of the most wonderful. Groan.
I'm some years sober but always just one day at a time. Even after a longish period of sobriety Still intense feelings come up. I know I'll get through tonight even though I'm sure it'll be one of the most difficult times I'll have had for some time partly because it'll be one of the most wonderful. Groan.
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i am at a year and half and this week has been very trying.
i have had a few moments where it felt like my drinking days, panic at every turn, anxiety and making up blockbuster movies in my head where i am the centre of it all.
but I know that this is a slippery slope and I will keep my chin up and say to the monster
NOPE, NOT TODAY
i have had a few moments where it felt like my drinking days, panic at every turn, anxiety and making up blockbuster movies in my head where i am the centre of it all.
but I know that this is a slippery slope and I will keep my chin up and say to the monster
NOPE, NOT TODAY
Congrats on a year and a half. That's wonderful.
Congrats on a year and a half. That's wonderful.
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Hang in there. You aren't your feelings. Try observing rather than be sucked into them. Works for me ... sometimes. We all have days like that, even after years of sobriety. That's life. We alkies just like to stuff them down and away with something ... anything, but that's not living sober.
I experience exhaustion at times too from just staying sober. The feeling "thing" is really getting me too now. I'm trying to learn to sit with my feelings rather then my usual running away from them. I'm hoping to learn where they are coming from and why. I've also been researching a lot lately on "emotional sobriety" and have found this to be really helpful. I love this website as I often realize that I'm not alone in my struggles!
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I've had a rough time the past few days but I've come to realize that feelings won't kill you, though they feel as if they could. But DRINKING WILL.
The difference between a good day & a bad day is about 2 days.
Hang in there this too shall pass.
Exercise, read a book. Look at pictures YouTube videos of goofy animals. That's sure to make you smile & forget your misery for a bit, until it passes.
And it will pass.
The difference between a good day & a bad day is about 2 days.
Hang in there this too shall pass.
Exercise, read a book. Look at pictures YouTube videos of goofy animals. That's sure to make you smile & forget your misery for a bit, until it passes.
And it will pass.
Just what the doctor ordered, eh, Eli??
Sobriety is a tough hill to climb. There will be days when your not sure you are going to make it, but believe in yourself and you will.
I found after I had been sober for a while all the worrying in the world wasn't going to change the outcome of some things. It is like my Life script was written upon birth, and if you look for signs they will usually give your life direction.
Sobriety is the ultimate in importance , Life usually takes care of itself. Sit back, don't worry, just watch---believe in yourself enough to know what you must do.
We are all here for you on those days you get distracted.
Sincerely,
Stay strong, Stay Sober
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