cheeto

I just feel so awful today that I just poured myself a drink.I could just cry and cry as I feel so alone and hate myself so much right now.I am so far from home (in Mexico) and I have no one to talk to.
I know no one can save me but myself.

MeetJohnDoe

Not sure why you are alone. But create a new life. Find someone who will accept you for you who are. You deserve it. Only be alone if you want to be.

peanut44

Welcome to the site!!

You are not alone!!!!!

This site has tons of recovery help and support.

You can recover and get off the merry go round!!=)

Sending kind thoughts your way!!

LexieCat

YOU are exactly who CAN'T save you.

When you are done with that drink (and believe me, I get it), look up AA in the phone book or online. There is a whole community of people who are happily sober and willing to show you exactly how to have a happy sober life, too.

There is plenty of AA in Mexico. Do it. You really don't have to feel this way again.

escapist

Quitting is hard in the beginning. The only way it gets easier is to go through the tough part . You really can do it. Keep trying.

TiredWolf

Yes don't give up.

Try getting some support lined up before you stop...don't try it alone.

john44

I can sure feel your pain. Fresh off a major relapse and just today starting to feel vaguely human, that pain is fresh. More booze won't make things any better though. It'll just make things worse.

Anna

You can save yourself. You can did deep and find the motiviation to turn your life around and be the kind of person you want to be.

I know it's hard and I felt very alone too, but here at SR we do understand how hard this is and we are here to offer support.

Hevyn

Hi cheeto. Well, maybe it's a good thing in a way. If you're disgusted enough you will keep trying to kick that stuff out of your life. You don't need it - it's not your friend, it's not fun or an escape from reality - it just brings you misery.

You're never alone - you have us. There's someone around all the time to listen and understand. Never give up seeking a sober and healthy life. You can leave the sad old days behind. Try again!

soberlicious

I agree with Anna. You can save yourself. There are so many that have done exactly that.

You are not alone, even though you feel that way..and you are capable, even though you don't feel that way.

sugarbear1

Alcoholics Anonymous Intergroup Phone Numbers in Mexico

call someone and talk

MrTumble

There is a solution. If you take it, you will feel ten times better. I have taken the solution and many more here have. The solution is to abstain from drinking. By doing this, we miraculously solve many many problems (not all of em, but most of the really nasty ones).

So dont feel so bad, there is a solution, you just need to find the resolve to apply the solution to you.

desertsong

How are you doing this morning, Cheeto?

cheeto

I am feeling better and am drinking lot's of water,exercising and am coming back to this site often.

Hevyn

Yay cheeto I'm so glad to hear that good news.