Dmarcha

Well I made it two days, first time in years I have not jumped into a bottle of vodka. Self detoxing and going to work today. I feel bad lying to work about why I've been off. Monday was spent drunk. Tuesday went to the doctor who told me I would die if I did not quit. Spent the rest of the day trying to find out patient help. No help, but did find a group I am going to Friday. Yesterday spent doing a detox plan and shaking so bad!

Been using a beer thing to handle the heart stuff, hate beer! But it helped me get through the worse of it. I hate everything alcohol has done in my life. I know I was going to lose my job if I didn't quit. Lose my daughters, the list goes on.

For the first time in months my hands are not shaking this morning, thank you Lord! And this site has helped me stay strong. Yesterday when I wanted to go get a bottle I just kept reading this.

Thank you all you are helping! Carol your an inspiration!

Dee

Dee74

That's all great to hear Dmrcha

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pipparina

Congratulations on day 2. You will get through this. We are proof sobriety is worth it.

Dmarcha

Well thank you! Taking LOTS of vitamins, but still not wanting to eat. I did force some Mac and cheese last night. So candy has been my friend. Haha need to put on a little weight anyway!

Ghostlight

Congratulations on three days. Seems like you're taking action to save your life. That's great.

What works for me is to think that first drink through to the end and the ramifications it'll bring.

Stay strong, and best to you.

Dmarcha

I made it another day!

CarolD

Hope your de tox continues to run smoothly.

Thank you for your kind words..I was once exactly where you
are....and I know you too can win over alcohol..

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