I got the fears, and pressure... was so sick last night.
 

Been sober for over 2 months but ...

My mother has been seeing my former abusive stepfather again, contractors have been around the house like 6+ years ago, I'm feeling the stress like I used to and I don't have as much medication like I used to... to top it off I'm up way too early today- not to mention it's permanently over with my online girlfriend which I still can barely fathom :(...

Now that was part of my life in a nutshell, just so those who don't know me know where I'm coming from. Also... I'm 27, HFA, GAD, SAD, OCD and moderately depressed... always looking for a friend to talk to, as I'm lonely, and scared today :\.

You're not alone here.....What's up?....Why is your medication not where it should be?....Or is it? Do you talk with your doctor about it?

Paul..
You are dealing with many issues that is true.
Not one of them will be easier to deal with if you drink again.
Well done on your sober time....:hug:

Hi! Try to see problems individually, we sometimes put everything in one basket and it seems like a mountain. Keep sobber! ;-)

Paulos there are many things outside of our control that make life a challenge, but drinking alcohol doesn't have to be one of them. Get rid of that, and the other things will get better and become easier to deal with. You are going to need a strong mind and a strong body to make the best of this stuff, and that means no more alcohol. You can do this, and it starts with believing in yourself.

Alcohol will just add to the problems.. it might seem like it pushes them away, but it's only temporary.. they will come back around and you will have to deal with them, so it's best to stay sober and deal with the feelings now! Best of luck to you!