can't wait to wake up tomorrow
Galatians 5:13
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Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: Tampa Bay
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can't wait to wake up tomorrow
I will be rising to my 2 week mark. It doesn't seem like a lot, but I am enjoying the journey so much this time. I don't want to get comfortable, but I also just want to enjoy each day.
My parents stayed at my house this weekend. I didn't drink at all. They didn't notice. I was surprised. I didn't tell them I quit. I am worried that I didn't tell them so I don't have to hear anything if I start back up.
I am strong in my sobriety, but am curious why I never mentioned it. I am also so surprised they didn't notice I didn't drink. We ate out twice and watched a movie Saturday night. Usually I am drinking the entire time they are here.
Hmmm. I also went out with my 19 year old niece on Friday. I ordered diet Pepsi. She didn't say anything - so, so, so rare for me to order anything but chardonnay. Hmmmm.
Maybe I wasn't such a blatant drunk after all. NOT! LOL. I know who I was and I know who I am.
One day at a time and EASY DOES IT!
My parents stayed at my house this weekend. I didn't drink at all. They didn't notice. I was surprised. I didn't tell them I quit. I am worried that I didn't tell them so I don't have to hear anything if I start back up.
I am strong in my sobriety, but am curious why I never mentioned it. I am also so surprised they didn't notice I didn't drink. We ate out twice and watched a movie Saturday night. Usually I am drinking the entire time they are here.
Hmmm. I also went out with my 19 year old niece on Friday. I ordered diet Pepsi. She didn't say anything - so, so, so rare for me to order anything but chardonnay. Hmmmm.
Maybe I wasn't such a blatant drunk after all. NOT! LOL. I know who I was and I know who I am.
One day at a time and EASY DOES IT!
Galatians 5:13
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Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: Tampa Bay
Posts: 329
when I wake tomorrow - 3 weeks sober :-) Heee. hhee. I feel great. The only drinking thoughts I have all seem to be more out of a sense of habit verses any desire or want. And I quickly address those thoughts for the AV they are!
I still have quite a bit of fatigue that I was hoping would go away sooner, but I have to remind myself this is a marathon, not a sprint.
I still have quite a bit of fatigue that I was hoping would go away sooner, but I have to remind myself this is a marathon, not a sprint.
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