Originally Posted by blackoutgirl

That's why I am here on SR. I don't have to explain everything and can get right to the point. You guys are always such a huge help.

I can honestly say that this is the place where I can be the most honest about what I'm feeling. I've really been pretty private about the whole thing, except for my bestfriend.

I still think that it makes more sense to contemplate things a bit before jumping into a life changing event. I need to improve my decision making skills with a sober mind. My relationship is important to me but things definitely have to change for the better, or I'll have to let it go.