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So counting technicaly I made it another week the night before last when I didn't drink. but I drank last night so I don't really count it as any form of a triumph. I don't know what it is but I sat and fought with the "urge" to go get beer several times last night and when I finally gave in the store down the corner was closed already. I was relived to be honest, I just said okay so its not an option now. But then I saw a diffrent store that I didn't even know was there right across the street. so yeah. even with my house guest I was drinking I just kept it outside while taking smoke breaks and had one inside in cubbard while watching my movies. I know that I am not going to go on another multi day binge and honestly think that I am making progress I just think it might be at a snails pace. I have to work tonight but it won't require a lot of my attention so I am going to bring Rational Recovery with me and start reading.

INH

Sapling

When you are done you'll know it. You might as well get it out of your system and stop torturing yourself. I hope you don't have to go as far as I did to find out you're done...It sucked.