What is your biggest motivation to stay sober???
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At one point, right after I quit drinking, I had convinced myself that every bartender in the worlds goal was to keep me very drunk and to take my money. The same with every alcohol producing company. They don't care about consequences, health, mental matters, or anything besides the money in their pocket. They don't care about you at all. They just care about your money. Looking back at that paragraph, I believe I was right.
That is probably my biggest motivation to stay sober today. The fairy tales of alcohol advertisement. At some point I enjoyed drinking, but it quit being fun after I became obsessed with it. Then I was producing my own fairy tales and alternate realities.
That is probably my biggest motivation to stay sober today. The fairy tales of alcohol advertisement. At some point I enjoyed drinking, but it quit being fun after I became obsessed with it. Then I was producing my own fairy tales and alternate realities.
Not throwing away the life my parents gave me by boozing my way through it. Not missing all the joyful moments of raising my children by boozing my way through it. Not screwing up my business by boozing my way through it.
Initially my only motivation was not dying a slow, horrible death. Now, my motivations are countless. Simply being present in this moment and experiencing this gift of unpolluted consciousness is probably number one. My wife and family, they’re right there too. And of course also at the top is the chance to help others. No one should suffer like we suffer. At our own hand no less.
I was going to start a thread like this one, but I dug this one up instead: To be completely honest, since I have already lost so much due in part to alcoholism:
Having a home, having my health, having a girlfriend, having my brain still working (at least a little), salvaging what little social skills remain, a hope at reconciling with my estranged family (though that seems like an insurmountable task and makes me want to drink more), hoping that my GABA system will get back to "normal" not that it ever was normal. Having a hope at succeeding in business and work, feeling that sense of wonder and joy I once knew as a child, confidence in knowing my right from wrong.
Having a home, having my health, having a girlfriend, having my brain still working (at least a little), salvaging what little social skills remain, a hope at reconciling with my estranged family (though that seems like an insurmountable task and makes me want to drink more), hoping that my GABA system will get back to "normal" not that it ever was normal. Having a hope at succeeding in business and work, feeling that sense of wonder and joy I once knew as a child, confidence in knowing my right from wrong.
So many reasons. First and foremost, my sanity and the ability to feel normal human emotion. Secondly would be physical health. Of course there's countless others, like losing weight, saving TONS of money, never waking up wondering what I did/who I pissed off/who I might have slept with. And as an added bonus, I can confidently go to a show anywhere and not have to worry about getting roofied!
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