Sidney14

I am nearing my 11months mark of sobriety, but am trying not to make a big deal out of it just not to jinx it......I have had up to four years up before I went really downhill the last 5 years with periods of 14monhts sobriety whilst I was pregnant, eventhough I did have a slip with my second pregnancy brought on by massive bouts of depression in the third trimester, I am still on antibuse everyday to keep me safe and learn how to trust myself, I am still going to group therapy once a week and see a psychiatrist (I am not too sure how much she is helping to be honest, lately have felt she is a bit of a waste of money).......once a month am also on antidepressants to keep myself I guess sane, my exercies which is jogging everymorning is still there..........(it means time to myself, time to break rules, time to just be with me, me and my head, )........ I am not too sure now what my point was on this post. Am on step five, but stil struggling to I guess confess my sins, so I kind of have moved on to step six partly confessing some of my past not all of it ........... I do not know here I am rambling on....

liquid

congrats on the 11 months, your doing really well. keep it up

Dee74

Congratulations Sidney

I'm not in AA but it doesn't seem like half doing a step is doing right by yourself to me - this is your journey after all - short cuts are kinda like cheating on yourself, aren't they?

have you spoken with your sponsor - maybe thats a good way to go?

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CarolD

Forward is always the correct direction....
Thanks for shareing your progress

checkmate1

11 months is a great effort. Be proud of yourself and give credit.

Zebra1275

Congratulations on 11 months. As Dee said, have you talked to your sponsor about your step work?

indakut

That is fantastic!