currygod

thanks everyone

I was wondering, does anyone know how long it takes for the liver to repair itself after you quit?? I might book in for another test after I've given it a while and see how it's doing then, I'm really worried about other organs too but I guess like Ready and Able said, worrying abuot it is just not gunna help. I guess I will talk to my dr about it when I see him monday, nag him, and see what he does

The anxiety etc is awful, given that I had that for a long time anyway, and just blotting it out with alcohol, but yes I'm hoping it will improve now along with these 'neagtive thoughts' that I constantly have, maybe my motivation will increase too but that might be too lil too late :|

and merc, I am so sorry to hear about your diagnosis. I'm not sure where you are at, but I once spoke to someone at AA who suffered the same, the drs removed a large portion of his liver (and a kidney, his kidneys were messed too ) and his liver has since regrown. I hope your drs are able to offer you in the best in treatment so you can improve your health as best as humanly possible .

and mr David!, I can totally relate to the difficult feeling thing, I just feel so lost in life, and just a general feeling of 'what the hell am i doing with my life' maybe I need some counselling or something, my head is a freaking dark place it's like a prison.