twitcher

posting just before i try to get rest as i have an important docs app tomorrow but worrying like hell if i will get there, i live with a slob and a thief and an unrepetant bully of a 76 yr old relative who is a daily drunk and apart from screwing up just about everything he touches himself also enjoys seeing me be in a bad mood and does things on purpose to make me in a bad mood

oh yes and he is a daily drunk and worst thing is it has made me into an alcoholic because i cant cope with the anger i feel against its actions

my life has fell completely apart because of his drinking and today i am sober but tomorrow i got no idea because i got important things to do

i dread tomorrow because he is my higher power and always has been my higher power all my life always doing something because of his drinking leaving me drinking to try to to blott out my anger and resentment at his actions which make everything i do go wrong

i wish i could control my anger because this is really ruining my health

see what tomorrow brings

Dee74

Welcome back Twitcher

Sounds to me like you really need to move. Some relationships are just toxic.
Did you ever find a sponsor?

D

VeeTee

Hi Twitcher,
sorry to hear about your difficult situation - but nobody forces you to drink. It's your decision. If you can, move away, if not, state your borders clearly. Especially if this relative is living under your roof.

all the best
veee

CarolD

I hope your doctor visit turns out well...
How are you doing with sobriety?