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I wore hats all through my twenties and for a considerable portion of my thirties- even in hot weather, I was never, ever able to be comfortable and it was beyond horrid. I truly feel as if I don't exist. I have been negated constantly, and it took a third party to make even this observation! I had to deal with looking like an idiot wearing a hat in 95 degree weather for years... I do kind of jive with the idea of forgiving myself though. I have been a little better about the pulling for the last 24 hours, which sounds like not a lot but it really is just as hard as not drinking for me. It's always something. I want to be happier and empathetic however I am so very broken, I am sorry.
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Sleepie, there's something about your post from around 10:30 your time that looks like a good sign to me. I think what I am noticing is that you are able to see the good and the bad for what it is, and that you seem like you are achieving what you say you are grappling with. Looking for silver lining.
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