sleepie

Oh- I don't work with rescue dogs like that- but someone here does, a few people I think. I just watch other people's dogs while they travel (they happen to be rescue dogs though) and I dog walk. Tormented Mirror- I am trying to focus on the "better for me" people in my life. I have been successful to an extent. I used to hang around anyone who would have me, I am a little more discerning now! That's definitely a hard lesson learned. I try to keep in mind that I am a good friend to have and that the benefits are mutual. Anyone ever think, "Hey, I never meant to be a drunk"? That's how I feel about it. I didn't even know I had it in me, as I got a late "start". Now it's eight years later. Well for now at least I did not begin my day with a "hair of the dog", so as they say- "One day at a time, sometimes one minute"! I've been hydrating all day with water and tea and veggie juice, I feel a little better already and I will have a pleasant bath and read my trashy book. Thanks all for your replies- it really lifts my spirits and helps me get through the day. I really do appreciate it.

Dee74

When I first got sober, I didn't believe in anything, but I was happy to accept the notion there was a power greater than me cos looking at the wreckage of my life back then I clearly wasn't very powerful at all.

For me, in those early days, the power greater than me was the love, support and advice I got from people here and elsewhere.

D

MeAndOnlyMe

I don't know if this will help you but just these past couple of weeks, after recommitting to myself and re-approaching a fresh take on sobriety, I found two new physicians (working as a team) who I believe may be able to help me. Instead of thinking like or treating a drunk with an anxiety problem, go after the anxiety problem first and then figure out the alcohol bit. I'm sure it won't fit everyone but a change in thinking - whatever that change may mean for an individual - may be what we poor sots need.

I've avoided open, bi-directional discussions for years and the past month of re-establishing dialogs has been incredibly helpful.

Do what you need to do and best of luck.