Deckard97

If I had 7 dollars right now I would by default go get myself a bottle of cheap hard liquor right this moment. But I only have one dollar and it is too early for panhandling in the streets.

smacked

And once you do have the money?

Guess you changed your mind about the sobriety thing.. I did that a ton too.

What are you needing assistance with today, Deckard?

sleepie

At that point, it's pretty tough when only circumstances prevent your normal course of action... Do you want to quit?

Dee74

There's an immense amount of help available here, and other places, if you want it, Deckard.

Noone has to live worrying that they haven't got enough money to get wasted.

This board is full of folks who've been there, left that behind, and want to help you.

What do you want?
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Pinkcuda

Ask yourself why you don't have $7.00
I bet alcohol comes into the equation somewhere.
Suit yourself though.

CarolD

Both drinking and sobriety require planning

Seems you are not very good at manageing either.
Next step?

thisisme

Thank you for reminding me how horrible it was.
Maybe I can remind you how great sobriety can be?
Best.

rws177

Buying liquor only made my problems worse....

Kjell

Or...you can do something different. Anything or everything and change your life.

Gotta take that first step. What are you going to do today to stay sober?

stayingstraight

Deckard97, I have to say that sounds pretty pathetic. I've felt that way before. Minus the panhandling, but still, been there. Like everyone said..you have to be real with yourself. Imagine being someone else and reading what you posted. What would you think? I'm not sure if you want to try and get sober or what. Getting drunk might make you feel better for a little while but when the smoke clears, you still have the same problems you had before. Only now it's a day later. Anyway, I have my own sobriety to think about so reagardless of which you decide to choose...Good luck.

flavinho

Deckard, what about your relatives!?