penny74

Good no know who friends are..
Ae least not my wife.

Wilde10

Penny,
Pray to God if it helps and write here whatever is going on if it helps too. Just stay away from the bottle. Far, far away. Keep posting, it may help

yeahgr8

Virtual cyberspace friend here:-)

CarolD

You may not be her friend either at this point.
Get in touch with your doctor and sober up.

penny74

Yeah.. u are right.. but need a drink now..

Drk

Man I sooo remember those awful days: blowing my mind and posting half-formed bullsh**t that quasi-made sense.

I recall combing forums in the mornings, dreading to read what I'd said.

penny74 dude, in my experience -and I'm refering just to my own here- I could only understand alcohol for the poison it was, after I stopped for a bit; after being unscrambled for a while, things started coming together.

I'm rooting for ya man.

Dee74

You've been here a long time Penny...I've charted your course from when you first came here....you made great steps and came a long way.

You got sober before - you can do it again.

Leave no stone unturned - go see whoever you can get into see - AA, Drs, counsellors whatever, whoever....

But stop the madness now. You know you deserve better than what you're giving yourself now, man.

D

Cornczech

I keep a written journal...and it is almost terrifying when I read something almost incoherent that I have written while drunk.....and the things I "see"...the affair my husband is having...the dis from the grocery clerk....I could go on and on......THIS mind F* (sorry again) is why I MUST get a handle on my boozin'

hope things are brighter to you today...or tomorrow...or......

d(-_-)b