loveon2legs

Yesterday was my first real day of having the urge to drink...(Im almost 3 months sober) it was hot sunny day and I guess my drinking brain was in high gear...it wanted to do what it always did on these days....drink....I started thinking oh, I'll just get a small bottle of wine and have a couple of glasses outside on the patio.... what was I thinking!!! I didn't give in, I got real with myself...I can't just have "a couple" I just get so mad at myself...I just wish that I could be "one of those" who can just have a few drinks...but I know that will never be the case.and I just have to draw strength from God.. to find the courage to fight these battles.... I know its' one day at a time...but with summer coming it's going to be so hard....

Thanks for being here..

oxoxox

shantra32

I hear you,........since the warm weather has been picking up........I've been having more intrusive thoughts..........goes with the territory I guess......we will get through it.........xoxo

loveon2legs

Thanks Shantra!! I know we will!!!!

NewMe11109

Well done recognizing those "voices" and shutting them down. This is a great tool in recovery.

CarolD

Good to know you stayed in focus.....
Way To Go!