yup,now its the ENTIRE world tired of me!
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yup,now its the ENTIRE world tired of me!
cant blame them,lost one by one,by dozens and so on!
i am not sure i can re-puzzle my life back,no major infractions but little by little chiseled my own stone.
i was warned here time after time,im sorry i never took the advice or never made a call.sure im gonna bounce back but am leaving more small tracks alonng the way.
id hate me if i were not me
i am not sure i can re-puzzle my life back,no major infractions but little by little chiseled my own stone.
i was warned here time after time,im sorry i never took the advice or never made a call.sure im gonna bounce back but am leaving more small tracks alonng the way.
id hate me if i were not me
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Our trail of wreckage is only as long as we make it, and we're the only ones who can choose to put an end to it. You don't have to put the puzzle back together Patrick, you can create a new life if you choose to remain clean and sober. It can start now, but you have to make the commitment.
I'm sorry you're hurting and I wish it wasn't such a struggle for you. And one more thing.....let others love you until you can love yourself. In recovery, we're not haters.
I'm sorry you're hurting and I wish it wasn't such a struggle for you. And one more thing.....let others love you until you can love yourself. In recovery, we're not haters.
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I'm sorry you're hurting, but I'm glad you're here.
One of the things the Big Book says about alcoholism:
That's part of alcoholism, and we've all experienced it.
What will you do differently this time?
One of the things the Big Book says about alcoholism:
Originally Posted by Big Book 1st Edition
An illness of this sort -- and we have come to believe it an illness -- involves those about us in a way no other human sickness can. If a person has cancer all are sorry for him and no one is angry or hurt. But not so with the alcoholic illness, for with it there goes annihilation of all the things worth while in life. It engulfs all whose lives touch the sufferer's. It brings misunderstanding, fierce resentment, financial insecurity, disgusted friends and employers, warped lives of blameless children, sad wives and parents—anyone can increase the list.
What will you do differently this time?
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Sobriety is a journey that is very slow at times. The people that come into our lives are truly gifts that assist us in out journey. When I was active I had no idea what my character defects were or how they played out in my daily activities, my relationships with others and myself. People are placed in my path and I am grateful for their presence.
I look at you and I celebrate the fact that you are willing to take a look at things and grow.
I look at you and I celebrate the fact that you are willing to take a look at things and grow.
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