Claythescribe and Mumbles -- Chat last night
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Claythescribe and Mumbles -- Chat last night
Thanks for being there in chat last night. For others, after 24 years of sobriety, I started drinking last Monday and need some people to talk too, to explore why. I've got 4 beers and 5-6 shots of schnapps...then no more.
Welcome to the forum part of SR Baretree.
Please think about dumping what you have there - as one who's been there, I think it's never too soon to start stopping, if you get me
and pls, see a Dr about detox.
D
Please think about dumping what you have there - as one who's been there, I think it's never too soon to start stopping, if you get me
and pls, see a Dr about detox.
D
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Dee...I'm reaching out here...which is incredibly hard for me. I'll be honest...I'm finishing what I got.
As 1 of the millions without insurance a doctor is out of the question. I couldn't even get a tetnus shot when I needed one without going to emergency room. Which I wouldn't do.
I did go thru a hospital detox 24 yrs ago and had some withdrawal symptons, but I would think detox would not be necesary after a week of drinking...Am I wrong?
As 1 of the millions without insurance a doctor is out of the question. I couldn't even get a tetnus shot when I needed one without going to emergency room. Which I wouldn't do.
I did go thru a hospital detox 24 yrs ago and had some withdrawal symptons, but I would think detox would not be necesary after a week of drinking...Am I wrong?
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Baretree, welcome.
A week, maybe, maybe not. I've been through a few, some scary, some not.
No way to tell. I mean, beforehand.
& I know about no insurance... right there with you buddy.
Just, if anything seems amiss, call 911, or go to the ER. Don't bring your ID. I didn't just say that...
And come back to us, either posting or in the chat rooms. There is plenty of support here on SR.
A week, maybe, maybe not. I've been through a few, some scary, some not.
No way to tell. I mean, beforehand.
& I know about no insurance... right there with you buddy.
Just, if anything seems amiss, call 911, or go to the ER. Don't bring your ID. I didn't just say that...
And come back to us, either posting or in the chat rooms. There is plenty of support here on SR.
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Thanks for sharing.
Forward we go...side by side-Rest In Peace
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** This won't make sense probably without some explanation, but this is log i kept of last week...bet this won't post without some censoring }
I'm in a crisis.
I'm in a crisis.
Tuesday 10/26 7:53 pm.
Monday-- noonish bottle of Cin schnapps finished 6:00 p.m TUES or so...drunk...why do people do this.
Bottle 2 7:45
I want people to know I'm in crisis without me telling them. The only one who would know is mom.
Quit nicotine ahhhh.... told Angel I wanted to drink...i'm in crisis.
Feelings for Maya are ******....
Why can't I drink?????
There's a song in here somewhere. 10/28 1:28
Am I freaking people out? Yes
Googling blum I'm ******...serious crisis
unrequited love...story of my life
Denise...”How is your pilot?” **** **** ****
10/29 9:09 p.m.
Previous disappeeared real fast but same reaction....**** **** ****
I need to write my feelings and it almost feels more honest after drinking...
Why does it feel normal to do things on facebook i.e. Cigars for all, but it seems awkward when I think about doing it sober?
Grand experiement....conclusion....I need help...Definitely can not drink. But drinking helps on the social aspects...what to do. I'd be dead if I drank all these years.
Drinking...I get to the point of where it feels good, but I ABSOLUTELY know that I can not keep it up.
Do people drink and feel like this and not feel ****** up???? time stamp 11:07 10/29
Stream od consciensness wow...time stamp 11:07 10/29
When is good time to get drunk? Never always wow.
All these routine things like taking a leak while drunk...seem very familiar....
Facebook with family while drinking seems fun yet tragic....can not do it... didn'y have facebook 20 years ago.
I'm ****** and love this feeling and hate this feeling. Definitely 95% buzzed. Definitely 99.9 % buzzed,,, If I Could have 1000 years. 3 or 4 hours late...wtf...
Totally ****** 12:15 10/30 Prev sentence doesen't make sense
Could I possibly approach Maya without totally freaking her out 10/30 1:28...not to be with her but to understand me...
Facebook reaches the world,,,how cool is that...after getting a heart from Israeli Lena
****, ****, ****...time stamp 11/1/09 2:00 time change...wow
bought 12 pack and bottle of schnapps...yesterday...4th bottle of schnapps...2/3 bot schnapps left...@ 5 beers left
this is not fun........I feel like i'm screaming I got a problem....but no one recognizes it. Ie fb except 1 possibly 2 random strangers...just signed up to get account on sober recoverysomething or another
Claythescribe and mumbles
I'm in a crisis.
I'm in a crisis.
Tuesday 10/26 7:53 pm.
Monday-- noonish bottle of Cin schnapps finished 6:00 p.m TUES or so...drunk...why do people do this.
Bottle 2 7:45
I want people to know I'm in crisis without me telling them. The only one who would know is mom.
Quit nicotine ahhhh.... told Angel I wanted to drink...i'm in crisis.
Feelings for Maya are ******....
Why can't I drink?????
There's a song in here somewhere. 10/28 1:28
Am I freaking people out? Yes
Googling blum I'm ******...serious crisis
unrequited love...story of my life
Denise...”How is your pilot?” **** **** ****
10/29 9:09 p.m.
Previous disappeeared real fast but same reaction....**** **** ****
I need to write my feelings and it almost feels more honest after drinking...
Why does it feel normal to do things on facebook i.e. Cigars for all, but it seems awkward when I think about doing it sober?
Grand experiement....conclusion....I need help...Definitely can not drink. But drinking helps on the social aspects...what to do. I'd be dead if I drank all these years.
Drinking...I get to the point of where it feels good, but I ABSOLUTELY know that I can not keep it up.
Do people drink and feel like this and not feel ****** up???? time stamp 11:07 10/29
Stream od consciensness wow...time stamp 11:07 10/29
When is good time to get drunk? Never always wow.
All these routine things like taking a leak while drunk...seem very familiar....
Facebook with family while drinking seems fun yet tragic....can not do it... didn'y have facebook 20 years ago.
I'm ****** and love this feeling and hate this feeling. Definitely 95% buzzed. Definitely 99.9 % buzzed,,, If I Could have 1000 years. 3 or 4 hours late...wtf...
Totally ****** 12:15 10/30 Prev sentence doesen't make sense
Could I possibly approach Maya without totally freaking her out 10/30 1:28...not to be with her but to understand me...
Facebook reaches the world,,,how cool is that...after getting a heart from Israeli Lena
****, ****, ****...time stamp 11/1/09 2:00 time change...wow
bought 12 pack and bottle of schnapps...yesterday...4th bottle of schnapps...2/3 bot schnapps left...@ 5 beers left
this is not fun........I feel like i'm screaming I got a problem....but no one recognizes it. Ie fb except 1 possibly 2 random strangers...just signed up to get account on sober recoverysomething or another
Claythescribe and mumbles
Forward we go...side by side-Rest In Peace
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baretree....the Forums are not like Chat.
Think of them as bulltin boards
you share ...others come back to read and reply.
Chat is more like live conversations.
Your correct our auto censor kicked in.
Think of them as bulltin boards
you share ...others come back to read and reply.
Chat is more like live conversations.
Your correct our auto censor kicked in.
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23 years, 11 months, 2 days sober, 7 days drunk, 1 day sober.
The thought never crossed my mind that I'd be participating in Alcoholism forum when I picked up that drink Last Monday. Last time I drank there was not this tool to help. wow!!!
Woke up this morning shaking and anxious, but determined.
The thought never crossed my mind that I'd be participating in Alcoholism forum when I picked up that drink Last Monday. Last time I drank there was not this tool to help. wow!!!
Woke up this morning shaking and anxious, but determined.
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