Bottom
Bottom
Well, I do believe I've found my personal bottom... Of course, whatever the last "enough!" was, it wasn't enough. Now- My husband has actually called me an alcoholic, we've had several fights this week about it, He found out how much in debt we are due to bad financial handling on my end (not the direct result of addiction- like- the money didn't go to buy booze), and threatened very seriously to leave.
I am sick and tired of coming back here and starting over. If I were you guys, I'd be sick of me too. But- if I leave and come back again, I know it will be to say I lost my husband and it was my own damn fault.
I am ready to fight like hell for my marriage and my sobriety and could use all the help I can get.
L
I am sick and tired of coming back here and starting over. If I were you guys, I'd be sick of me too. But- if I leave and come back again, I know it will be to say I lost my husband and it was my own damn fault.
I am ready to fight like hell for my marriage and my sobriety and could use all the help I can get.
L
Forward we go...side by side-Rest In Peace
Join Date: Jun 2002
Location: Serene In Dixie
Posts: 36,740
I do hope you can find sobriety.....
What is your plan?
Money or no money...husband or no husband
you deserve a sober peaceful life.
Welcome back
What is your plan?
Money or no money...husband or no husband
you deserve a sober peaceful life.
Welcome back
Last edited by CarolD; 05-03-2009 at 05:31 PM.
All I can say, is start attending meetings on regular basis... For me, it was critical to find a group that I could relate to and actually enjoy spending time with.. These days I look forward to my 3-4 meetings/week..
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