devilhasme

Well I made it through last night. I feel good today. I still have not talked to hubby but nothing was brought up. Funny, I went to Rite Aid last night and of course the route is past the liquor store. I was thinking oh no, I am going to stop, but I drove right by. I got to rite aid and bought a few things and then ended up in the wine isle. I don't even drink wine. I was contemplating purchasing a bottle, but then decided to pay for what I bought. On the way home, I took a turn on one way and went toward liquor store again thinking I am going to get just a little something... I went right past and hurried home. I did some cleaning in the house, watched a little tv - anxious the whole time, twisting my hair, biting my nails etc. Then I finally turned in. Didn't sleep at all. Today has been ok. Been working but work is almost out. Will I be as successful tonight? I hope so. I really hope so. Pray for me.

Homer38

just a thought and dont feel the need to answer but think of the question and answer it to yourself.By any chance do you become "frisky" when youve been drinking? I ask because IF you do maybe hes afraid of not being able to "fool around" if you arent drinking.

like i said,its just a thought you can keep to yourself,it is odd that he urged you to drink when he normaly is against it.

sorry if i offended you by bringing this up,but for some people it happens like this.

Tazman53

Devil if you think you feel good today, you will be amazed at how great you feel in a month, a year....... just take it one day at a time, one minute at a time if need be.

BTW Homer may be on to something there.

devilhasme

thanks Homer and taz - Come to think of it, you may actually be on to something. I am less inhibited when I have been drinking... I will have to be much more romantic the next few nights so he sees that I am just as much fun! wink wink

Tazman53

Maybe you could tell him you enjoy romance more sober, if he is like me he will never try to get you to drink again!!!!