Dying for a drink...
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Dying for a drink...
I woke up this morning feeling very depressed. I'm living with an alcoholic who has spent the past 2 days in bed sick; she had a seizure the other, lucky i know first-aid.
Anyway, i took my meds and drank 3 beers. Now ALL i can focus on is how i can get more. I have no money, so i'm looking around for things to pawn. This is ridiculous!! I used to be like this when i was on heroin but not for alcohol.
It's got me by the balls.
I know that if i could just have a few more drinks i'll be fine. It's a very hot day here and i have sweat pis#ing out of me. I have an appointment this afternoon but doubt I'll make it.
How did my life get to this point? Why so i have to feel smashed to do anything.
I might pawn my phone and get something to drink.
Anyway, i took my meds and drank 3 beers. Now ALL i can focus on is how i can get more. I have no money, so i'm looking around for things to pawn. This is ridiculous!! I used to be like this when i was on heroin but not for alcohol.
It's got me by the balls.
I know that if i could just have a few more drinks i'll be fine. It's a very hot day here and i have sweat pis#ing out of me. I have an appointment this afternoon but doubt I'll make it.
How did my life get to this point? Why so i have to feel smashed to do anything.
I might pawn my phone and get something to drink.
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Years ago I sold just about everything I owned. Some of those things could never be replaced.
And a drug is a drug. Sooner or later they will all hurt you in some way.
I hope you do make it to the doctor.
And a drug is a drug. Sooner or later they will all hurt you in some way.
I hope you do make it to the doctor.
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It's not that easy to find free accommodation or detox here.
The way i look at it..the longer she's in bed, the better for both of us.
She's resting and not drinking and neither am i.
And it's only temporary...2 weeks i think now and i'll be flying out.
And the urge to drink has faded dramatically. I'll fight it and keep my mind focused on other things.
I won't drink today!!
The way i look at it..the longer she's in bed, the better for both of us.
She's resting and not drinking and neither am i.
And it's only temporary...2 weeks i think now and i'll be flying out.
And the urge to drink has faded dramatically. I'll fight it and keep my mind focused on other things.
I won't drink today!!
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tw33k..... a dear stranger just gave me the greatest prayer, after losing a very close family member this week.
Please God;(or HP), in my case (Creator) PLEASE, let me not OBSESS for this moment. I was obsessing about death and what I witnessed, but that was going to lead to a drink in no time.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT???? IT WORKED, FOR THE MOMENTS THAT I PRAYED, THERE WAS NO PRESENCE OF MY PAIN, NONE...... PLEASE TRY.
IN SPIRIT, STONEWOLF.
Please God;(or HP), in my case (Creator) PLEASE, let me not OBSESS for this moment. I was obsessing about death and what I witnessed, but that was going to lead to a drink in no time.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT???? IT WORKED, FOR THE MOMENTS THAT I PRAYED, THERE WAS NO PRESENCE OF MY PAIN, NONE...... PLEASE TRY.
IN SPIRIT, STONEWOLF.
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