there goes my stash !!
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there goes my stash !!
i've just done something i've been trying to do all morning-i've just cleared up all my little "hiding places" and cleared out all the alcohol in them-a cpl of bottles of beer-5 cans of beer-and a full bottle of southern comfort !!
this is just what i had stashed for the times i just "fancied one"-the thing that constantly let me down
the lot of it has just gone down the toilet-the funny thing being that when i was pouring the beer down it actually began to froth-like it was getting a head on it even though i was pouring it into water-all i could think when i was doing it was "why has it took me so long to do this? " i feel a sense of relief now but also one of apprehension-i know now its a step that i've made for the better-it couldnt have got much worse !!
i've drunk pretty much constantly for most of my adult life-and most of my teen years-and seeing as i'm 35 now-i think it's time to put a stop to this thing that's controlling my life-am on day 2 now and have got every intention of getting to my first week-i know it doesnt seem much to some but to me its somewhere i've never been before-hope i can make it !!
this is just what i had stashed for the times i just "fancied one"-the thing that constantly let me down
the lot of it has just gone down the toilet-the funny thing being that when i was pouring the beer down it actually began to froth-like it was getting a head on it even though i was pouring it into water-all i could think when i was doing it was "why has it took me so long to do this? " i feel a sense of relief now but also one of apprehension-i know now its a step that i've made for the better-it couldnt have got much worse !!
i've drunk pretty much constantly for most of my adult life-and most of my teen years-and seeing as i'm 35 now-i think it's time to put a stop to this thing that's controlling my life-am on day 2 now and have got every intention of getting to my first week-i know it doesnt seem much to some but to me its somewhere i've never been before-hope i can make it !!
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Originally Posted by joey8262 
am on day 2 now and have got every intention of getting to my first week-i know it doesnt seem much to some but to me its somewhere i've never been before-hope i can make it !!
Good luck with your journey!!!
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i've just come in from a day out with my son-an absoluetly hectic day with loads of activities-i felt a bit crap to begin with-grumpy etc but as soon as i seen him playing in the activity place it made it all worth it-the last time me and him spent some time together without me having a hangover is at least 12 months-i'm drinking coffee again tonight-like last night-and like tomorrow night-i've just put him to bed and promised him we're going to have at least one day a week we can spend like that-just me and him-no work, no pressure, and most of all NO MORE DRINKING-i'm shattered but staying up as long as i can so i get a good sleep when i do go to bed !!
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