Emimily

thanks for the ego boost guys! not like i need it, but it's always nice.

working, working, working... it's okay though. taz, you're right, i tried my absolute hardest to focus on not sitting in my deep dark hole, but reaching out to others to be there for them. some days were better than others, but it's all good.

the FEAR is leaving. the negative bank account remains, but at least my FEAR is gone. god does for me what i can't for myself, that's for sure. I have so much to be grateful for, it's ridiculous. it's nice to relaize that, even if it's only on a moment-to-moment basis.

paulos-nothing changes if nothing changes... i'm sure i killed many a brain cell, not just through alcohol but many other "outside issues", and i'm still working. give it a go, see what happens.

i'm jetting off to go to a training on a new system that we're using in our hospital. wish me luck.