skunkape

Earthmamma, you don't have to stay out there. We have a guy in my home group who had 20 years sober, then relapsed, he now has 3 years sober. I respect that guy a lot, he never gives up, as none of us ever should. He came back to the program and did what he needed to do to get back on track. Now when he shares I listen carefully, a guy like that has what I want, the never give up attitude. We are all vulnerable to relapse. You can build from this. I know you're in emotional turmoil, but you know the drinking will only make it worse. Put down the drink, one day at a time. I'm praying for you.