Paulos

Just curious, I'm on seroquil 75mg a day, it's an anti physchotic, and I'm pissed off because my mother has been such a horrible person to me today... doesn't she realize by screaming to me about opening a TUNA CAN is going to not only **** me off, but make me upset? Even after all I was going to think about doing for her on her birthday approaching August 10th she's still like this? She may have a right to act like that *legal right* but it doesn't mean I have to take it. I hope she likes making me feel like crap, I had to have a smoke and a beer today because of it, sigh. Anyone else have problems like this? And I STILL feel like I'm losing my brain power and train of thought... meh...

maya23

is that an anti depressant? im on paroxetine. i really sympathise with u, i have a friend with a similar situation with her mum. as 4 me my own mum just irritates me a lot i get so angry but feel guilty later..

Paulos

No it's an anti physchotic... whenever I went on anti depressants and went up on the mg they made me very anxious and never really HELPED me in the first place, thanks for the sympathy Maya... god it's like I'm in a bad state, showing my anger and rage would make me look like the bad guy, she's set it up in such a way that there's nothing I can really do except listen to the bull ****.. or who knows what her problem is, but I'm not going to stand for anymore of it. I'm strong and I don't need this ****.

maya23

how old are you if you dont mind me asking? no, you're right, parents and children have arguments but over important things. however, and i no its hard, TRY and calm the anger and express how you feel in a coherent manner. Your mum does love you trust me but things get difficult with certain problms

Paulos

yes maya you are right we had a talk apparently it's my piece of **** grandfather who is making her go out of her mind so I recommended her to get a therapist so we'll see how it goes, but of course I still have alcohol issues lol.