Tazman53

I promised Stone this pic for 2 reasons, 1 because I thought he would like it and 2 to prove to him I could shrink it! LOL

paulmh

It's too small, I can't see it.......

what is that, some kinda dog? Does it have an ice cream on it's head?

Tazman53

Paul that is what a buck looks like when it is in "velvet" aka growing this years antlers.

LetStartOver

That is a gorgeous German Shepard!

paulmh

It's an elk-hound. Someone has assaulted it with cheeze wiz.

hope3

Hey Taz, I think they are pulling your horns!

Hope3

Tazman53

Hope Paul is simply jealous of us yanks being able to see wildlife like that without trespassing on Her Majesty's lands! LOL

paulmh

I'm so transparent.

Stone, look, Taz can shrink a picture! Of a dog of some sort!

:-)

stone

Thank you Taz.
Things have insane here, I am going to hospital. Cant stop drinking alone again-the withdrawals have got too bad.

GrouchoTheCat

Hey Stone,

Yes the insanity is awful.

Get yourself help and fast.

I will be waiting to hear how you do.

Maybe you have had enough?

Ted

stone

Hi Ted, thanks man. Jeez who thought things would get so far? I really thought I could just quit by myself. Well it just got worse and worse, I am a few months away from wet brain and or death. Personally I like my arrogance lol, but now I just give up. I am going to detox (cant face the worry) I might ask to be committed too lol. I certainly am a danger to myself.
Cant take it given up! But I mean those things in a good way.

Tazman53

Stone you will be in my thoughts, make sure you start a thread when you get back on how you are doing.

Paul the dog is a cross between an Irish wold hound and a pit bull on steroids! Be careful what you say about him or I will put him in a box and send him to you this Christmas when his antlers are finished growing!

Rowan

Stone, I'm glad you're asking for help. Will be thinking of you - let us know when you get back, please.

Row

stone

Thats a white tailed deer, I see no dog, see I cant even take a joke anymore lol! I dunno whats happening now, I phoning the clinic and story of my life, the main Psych there who I respect is on holiday! The other person who could say yes or no is not back from dinner at 3pm
I am gonna have to walk into AE, jeez I dont that.

GrouchoTheCat

Stone, I tried for many many years to get and stay sober on my own, but I just could not.

I needed help.

I am glad you are seeking help, and I wish you Safe Home.

Ted

stone

Last night, something collapsed in me. Pride maybe, I dunno. I have had a mental breakdown beofore-like schizophrenic one. This was much nicer lol-it was just 'I have lost it' not nice but nicer than full blown paranoia. I just have lost it. I give up. I was saying this stuff and people thought I was trying to commit suicide. I wasnt I just give up. I dont care. It was kinda liberating. I must have a bath and a shave to!

BigSis

(((Stone)))

GrouchoTheCat

Stone, if you feel the way I do, that feeling is called:

Surrender.

Until I fully accepted that I was a alcoholic and made peace with that fact, I stayed drunk.

When I did make peace with my disease, I sought help and have become well, (well as well as I can be right now).

Peace,

Sober Ted

stone

So I was just told, I couldnt get a detox and AE would be too busy!
what now huh?

Pick-a-name

(((Stone)))

Glad you are accepting help....we all need it sometimes!

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers and look forward to your post after your return.