just feel so "useless"...
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just feel so "useless"...
hmm?
today i drink,with no intention
no fun,its like a students detention
im an alcoholic,did i mention?
im breaking all the pride i have inside me
got the whole world now ridin' me
whatever happened to my horse i was bringin' to the water
instead he took a wrong turn and ended up in slaughter
had two sons but no daughters,thank god
my jealousy would have made her a virgin forever
but its all about me,my flaws
caught up,cant leave the unknowns' claws
my boy "beer" can make me crawl
like a baby,i beg like i'll get a maybe
that i'll be freed,from this addictive stage of me
but its been over 10 years now
so i'm not the man i wanna be
but someday i gonna be freed
when i start thinking of others,less my greed
then indeed,i will succeed,in the unknown life of
SOBRIETY!!
just what i was thinkin,but written in a LOUD voice
"36"
today i drink,with no intention
no fun,its like a students detention
im an alcoholic,did i mention?
im breaking all the pride i have inside me
got the whole world now ridin' me
whatever happened to my horse i was bringin' to the water
instead he took a wrong turn and ended up in slaughter
had two sons but no daughters,thank god
my jealousy would have made her a virgin forever
but its all about me,my flaws
caught up,cant leave the unknowns' claws
my boy "beer" can make me crawl
like a baby,i beg like i'll get a maybe
that i'll be freed,from this addictive stage of me
but its been over 10 years now
so i'm not the man i wanna be
but someday i gonna be freed
when i start thinking of others,less my greed
then indeed,i will succeed,in the unknown life of
SOBRIETY!!
just what i was thinkin,but written in a LOUD voice
"36"
We will NEVER give up on you, Patrick.
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and...
well accordin to the definition ^you gave,i sort of remember when i was like 12 years old sober life, But im 36 now with a bad memory so your definition would be correct 
listen, i gave up on being "nice" to people lately but dont take this reply in that sort of way. totally friendly but can be mistaken for sarcastic, thanks for gettin me to post miss comm
listen, i gave up on being "nice" to people lately but dont take this reply in that sort of way. totally friendly but can be mistaken for sarcastic, thanks for gettin me to post miss comm
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Patrick,
No need to be concerned that I would think you are unfriendly, I understand ..And I'm really glad you checked back in. I always read your threads, pulling for you!
How are you doing today??
No need to be concerned that I would think you are unfriendly, I understand ..And I'm really glad you checked back in. I always read your threads, pulling for you!
How are you doing today??
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