to my peoples here...
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Join Date: Oct 2003
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to my peoples here...
not gonna give ya any good news,sorry. still doin the same things, gettin longer drinkin times since goin to light beer. still hooked on klonopin,a tranquilizer, nothin changes if nothin changes and nothin has changed
just fill me in on u guys lifes and life around here,thanx and i miss ya people
just fill me in on u guys lifes and life around here,thanx and i miss ya people
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Join Date: Jun 2006
Location: UK
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I'm new. I read through lots of your posts as per your direction on Scott's thread. My face is tripping me - you're reminding me in every word exactly what my life was like. It's hell being in that place, and no-one understands what it was like like another alcoholic.
I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.
Paul
I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.
Paul
Don't get undies in a bunch
Join Date: Apr 2004
Location: South Shore MA
Posts: 7,120
Originally Posted by paulmh
I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.
Hello Homer J. Simpson
Same ole same ole here. Nothing changes if nothing changes.
Still sober and enjoying life.
Works both ways. As long as I don't pick up that first one, I am doing ok.
Life is good and a sober life is great.
You will find it. Keep looking and trying and it will come.
1000 Post Club
Join Date: Mar 2005
Location: Recoveryville, USA
Posts: 1,297
well it f****** make me feel like S**** to hear your still killing yourself.
When will it hurt so much that you will want to live?
I wish you intense pain.......so you will pick up your a** and ask for H-E-L-P!
I hate this disease.....but I like YOU!
When will it hurt so much that you will want to live?
I wish you intense pain.......so you will pick up your a** and ask for H-E-L-P!
I hate this disease.....but I like YOU!
Knucklehead
Join Date: Mar 2005
Location: Davenport, WA
Posts: 4,005
Good to see ya Homer! I'm still in the eternal two to three weeks sober, then give up, and try to moderate cycle. I hope you're stayin' safe. For me, that is quite a challenge if/when I'm drinking.
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Join Date: Sep 2004
Location: California
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Originally Posted by paulmh
I hope the bottom rises up to meet you.
Paul
Paul
((( homer )))) Good to see you. Hang around, check it all out. Just cuz your drinking your beerewws doesn't mean you can't hang out and simply entertain the idea that it IS possible to have a life clean and sober.
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Join Date: Mar 2006
Location: Somwhere over the rainbow
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I recall my really bad last bout. I had all but given up. My dad just shot himself. I was lost totally and didn't care. My niece called the cops as she thought I was gonna kill myself. They showed up, there I am in my very rumpled state drinking away at 11:00 a.m. in the living room. They asked if I am gonna kill myself... not just one or two, but three cops.
I of course replied that no I am not, nor do I have any intent. I am a _____ and I have just learned that my dad has died and I am depressed. I just don't care right now, please leave me alone. They went away.
I remember the embarrassment and the shame I felt while they were there and as they left. I also remember the hopelessness that I felt that day.
Please don't give in. YOU always have hope. I am living proof no matter how hopeless it seems, you can change. My life is so totally different today, just one year later and I have all kinds of things that are going on now that are truly wonderful.
Just don't give up on yourself. If you don't, we all won't.
Peace, Levi
I of course replied that no I am not, nor do I have any intent. I am a _____ and I have just learned that my dad has died and I am depressed. I just don't care right now, please leave me alone. They went away.
I remember the embarrassment and the shame I felt while they were there and as they left. I also remember the hopelessness that I felt that day.
Please don't give in. YOU always have hope. I am living proof no matter how hopeless it seems, you can change. My life is so totally different today, just one year later and I have all kinds of things that are going on now that are truly wonderful.
Just don't give up on yourself. If you don't, we all won't.
Peace, Levi
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: New Focus
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Originally Posted by BSPGirl
Aww 
you'll quit when you're ready. 
Marte
you'll quit when you're ready. Marte
,in the meantime keep checking in,
you never know when a post or a thought
will inspire you to change so you can move toward the peaceful life you want....
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Join Date: Apr 2004
Location: When I find myself, I'll let you know!
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Hey ((Patrick)) Good to see you're still alive and kicking!! There is hope!! Not to mention, you still know where to come for help!!
You can/will make a change in your life when you are ready. How low does your bottom have to be? Many people before you have lost it all, even their lives so you don't have to!! Learn from them!!
You can/will make a change in your life when you are ready. How low does your bottom have to be? Many people before you have lost it all, even their lives so you don't have to!! Learn from them!!
On a tear
Join Date: Jul 2003
Location: Volcano Country!
Posts: 3,221
I don't know what draws you back in here, Homer, but I think it is desire... to have what you see others here have. Some peace, some serenity, some balance.
You've been around enough, you may already have heard this one, but I like it:
If you want what they have, do what they do.
I wish all those good things for you. ((((Homer))))
You've been around enough, you may already have heard this one, but I like it:
If you want what they have, do what they do.
I wish all those good things for you. ((((Homer))))
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