Unfinished Amends
Unfinished Amends
Most of us (including me) sometimes go through life asleep dreaming we are awake..In prayer and meditation, God has shown me several things I am asleep to..So I take the path of consideration.."Is it possible.." and I sit with it..But there's one thing that I'm very blind to..See we are like tornados roaring our way through the lives of other people..And me saying I only hurt myself is my ego stepping in between me and the Power that is keeping me sober..So God loves me so much he allows me to DELIBERATELY create and manufacture my own misery..and here I go..self-will running riot sober..I never thought I would make as many amends for some of the most insane acts I commited sober than drunk..It's powerful..
So I was asleep to about 8 amends I owe currently..I will begin writing some letters to some people Ive balked on..And it's like the ego is fighting to it's last breath tooth and nail telling me "please don't kill me!" "no not them..you sobered yourself up..you're not a REAL alcoholic..please anything but that"..
So I say this prayer..This prayer that was given to me by a man named Joe Hawk..and it goes like this..by the way do not scroll down and read it cause once you read it its gonna mess you up..here goes:
DEAR GOD PLEASE SHOW ME IF THESE UNFINISHED AMENDS HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH WHETHER OR NOT I WILL DRINK AGAIN..AMEN
So I was asleep to about 8 amends I owe currently..I will begin writing some letters to some people Ive balked on..And it's like the ego is fighting to it's last breath tooth and nail telling me "please don't kill me!" "no not them..you sobered yourself up..you're not a REAL alcoholic..please anything but that"..
So I say this prayer..This prayer that was given to me by a man named Joe Hawk..and it goes like this..by the way do not scroll down and read it cause once you read it its gonna mess you up..here goes:
DEAR GOD PLEASE SHOW ME IF THESE UNFINISHED AMENDS HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH WHETHER OR NOT I WILL DRINK AGAIN..AMEN
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