Taking the Coin
Taking the Coin
Im not a regular at AA. I am glad it helps so many people, and it is a great organization. I have nothing against it. It is just not for me. However....
There is an AA meeting next door to my weekend job. They have a meeting that starts about the time I am done working. Ive gone to a handful.
I donate to the bucket when they pass it around. Today, I went up and got my 90 day coin. It was a nice powerful moment with all congratulating me.
But I feel like a fraud. I dont believe in the 12 steps. But the coin is a nice.
How do those of you who do the full AA program feel? Id like to go back and get my next coin and so forth. I just dont want to offend anyone there.
thanks in advance.
There is an AA meeting next door to my weekend job. They have a meeting that starts about the time I am done working. Ive gone to a handful.
I donate to the bucket when they pass it around. Today, I went up and got my 90 day coin. It was a nice powerful moment with all congratulating me.
But I feel like a fraud. I dont believe in the 12 steps. But the coin is a nice.
How do those of you who do the full AA program feel? Id like to go back and get my next coin and so forth. I just dont want to offend anyone there.
thanks in advance.
I attended meetings my first year sober and got the monthly coins and the one year coin. I never worked the steps or had a sponsor and no one at the meetings ever questioned me about it.
I had the coins used to make a clock (made by a talented friend of mine) to celebrate my first year sober. I stopped going to meetings after I got to a year but stayed sober, now having over nine years sober. Here's the clock.
I had the coins used to make a clock (made by a talented friend of mine) to celebrate my first year sober. I stopped going to meetings after I got to a year but stayed sober, now having over nine years sober. Here's the clock.
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I attended meetings my first year sober and got the monthly coins and the one year coin. I never worked the steps or had a sponsor and no one at the meetings ever questioned me about it.
I had the coins used to make a clock (made by a talented friend of mine) to celebrate my first year sober. I stopped going to meetings after I got to a year but stayed sober, now having over nine years sober. Here's the clock.
I had the coins used to make a clock (made by a talented friend of mine) to celebrate my first year sober. I stopped going to meetings after I got to a year but stayed sober, now having over nine years sober. Here's the clock.
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Personally I don't care how often someone attends AA meetings or what program of recovery they follow. What is important is that you work to improve yourself. If you want to visit and pick up a sobriety celebration coin occasionally that's fine with me. But you don't need my approval (or anyone else's) . I just hope you hear something you like when you visit that helps to strengthen your recovery. Who knows maybe you will come back more often.
Personally I don't care how often someone attends AA meetings or what program of recovery they follow. What is important is that you work to improve yourself. If you want to visit and pick up a sobriety celebration coin occasionally that's fine with me. But you don't need my approval (or anyone else's) . I just hope you hear something you like when you visit that helps to strengthen your recovery. Who knows maybe you will come back more often.
The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop drinking. The chips are recognition of those who have maintained continuous sobriety; I see nothing wrong with accepting a 90 day chip that you have rightfully earned.
What I would point out: that "nice powerful moment" is something we all need from time to time. I don't go to my homegroup for accolades, but when I needed that one on one support, my homegroup members were/are there for me. I believe that is one of the reasons I have been fortunate enough to have maintained continuous sobriety all this time.
As to feeling like a fraud - so did I in the early days. I think that's just a facet of my terminal uniqueness, which seemed to fade once I had truly worked step 2.
What I would point out: that "nice powerful moment" is something we all need from time to time. I don't go to my homegroup for accolades, but when I needed that one on one support, my homegroup members were/are there for me. I believe that is one of the reasons I have been fortunate enough to have maintained continuous sobriety all this time.
As to feeling like a fraud - so did I in the early days. I think that's just a facet of my terminal uniqueness, which seemed to fade once I had truly worked step 2.
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Good thoughts above and bottom line- it's not my thoughts that matter on why you did it (though you didn't answer my questions ) .
Love that clock! I have a neat collage made of my first year (which my sponsor special ordered in pink and gold, since pink is my fave number) and a pic of me holding the blue one from my other mtg, and of my husband and the coin that day. I have all my others in a little pouch on the dressing table.
Whatever you do- the chips are symbolic and meaningful to many of us - so keep going sober and do what you need to do!!
Love that clock! I have a neat collage made of my first year (which my sponsor special ordered in pink and gold, since pink is my fave number) and a pic of me holding the blue one from my other mtg, and of my husband and the coin that day. I have all my others in a little pouch on the dressing table.
Whatever you do- the chips are symbolic and meaningful to many of us - so keep going sober and do what you need to do!!
I went up and got my 90 day coin. It was a nice powerful moment with all congratulating me.
But I feel like a fraud. I dont believe in the 12 steps. But the coin is a nice.
How do those of you who do the full AA program feel? Id like to go back and get my next coin and so forth. I just dont want to offend anyone there.
But I feel like a fraud. I dont believe in the 12 steps. But the coin is a nice.
How do those of you who do the full AA program feel? Id like to go back and get my next coin and so forth. I just dont want to offend anyone there.
Any disagreements I had with doctrine, never seemed to matter. In the end, everyone seemed to be happy with my commitment to sobriety, if not to the program. As I ignored some of the AA "suggestions" and took what I needed, members seemed to accept my commitment, while ignoring my "failings."
I drilled holes in my coins so I could keep the latest one on my key chain. It's the only unnecessary key chain bauble I've ever felt strongly enough about to keep with me, at least until that last one got so far out of date, and I started to lose count.
HFA congrats on the 90days and havingan open mind to attend meetings. You experienced a powerful emotion when you collected your coin, I felt moved by that for whatever reason.
The program is worth investigation.
Caihong
The program is worth investigation.
Caihong
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