Upping the ante
 

It's taking way more dedication then when I had 3 and a half years. Carry a vision God will into all my activities. I go no where until I prayed and meditated for at least an hour in the morning. 100% hopeless apart from Divine help porn gambling resentment fear scimped fourth and fifth step owe I payed a price I cheated death. I'm sane stable and safe. I was in so much bondage. Just two beers and I have a Spiritual death I have died to very large quanitys of alcohol many times . The stakes are high this is life and death. I have peace of mind joy and a sense of purpose. Never went back into my child hood and teenage years in a fourth step I have now a lot of tears holding nothing back on the fifth. I have a lot of amends to make and I'm almost done with them. I want to recover Lord thank you for helping me.

Good man keep on doing what is best for you and keep on taking your medication daily as prescribed and things will improve for sure , take care.

Regards Stevie

This is a well proven strategy DSM. Good on ya:)

hey there ds - I pretty sure it was a post of yours that drew me to this web domain. Evidently everything on this site gets googled and posted worldwide. Who knew eh.