Sober but not clean
Willingness, honesty and open mindedness are the essentials of our recovery.
An "Open Mind" will also let the old ideas out. Remember the old ideas we tried to hang on to and the result was "Nil" until we let go absolutley? One of those old ideas was he idea that we could be sober and do drugs at the same time while hiding behind Tradition 3.
Is the "Sponsee" willing, honest and open minded?
Tell him to come see you when he is. That's my two cents.
An "Open Mind" will also let the old ideas out. Remember the old ideas we tried to hang on to and the result was "Nil" until we let go absolutley? One of those old ideas was he idea that we could be sober and do drugs at the same time while hiding behind Tradition 3.
Is the "Sponsee" willing, honest and open minded?
Tell him to come see you when he is. That's my two cents.
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How about this statement?
Originally Posted by someone other than me
For some reasons, alcoholics are alone in calling their addiction a disease. I guess it makes it easier to not accept responsiblity. After all, if I have the disease of alcoholism, then it's not my fault and I'm excused if I succumb to the disease that controls my life. Sorry, alcoholism is not like, say diabetes. It's more like drug addiction because, well, it's a drug.
So I want to learn more about how labelling alcohol and drugs as being the "same disease" is correct but "a drug is a drug is a drug" isn't. I disagree with both, but I don't come here to argue. I just want to learn why you say that's different.
I'm an alky. I did/do steps and I don't want to drink booze, nor do I want to get high. That's a freaking miracle and I don't want to mess with it. I don't smoke weed and I don't raid my wife's medicine cabinet. I know she has oxy and percocet (sp? same thing?) rotting away in the cabinet. I take aspirin or advil if I'm in pain.
If I was coming from the state of having to hide it or justify it, the group could come down on me bigtime. But ultimately, I'd be back out drinking again.
I smoked weed once when I'd been sober for a while in AA, then the time came where I drank again and didn't have to worry about lying about my sobriety date. Which came first? Bauck bauck.
As matters grow worse he begins using drugs???? Sounds like drug use can be a part of our alcoholism ( even if we are alkies with a drug problem and not dually addicted as many of you are).
Bottom line, sobriety is the absence of alcohol or drugs, but what the hell do I know????
Bottom line, sobriety is the absence of alcohol or drugs, but what the hell do I know????
Bill W was a nutcase who I'd never attempt to emulate! Oops. Did I say that out loud?
Seriously though, Dr Bob was the one who stayed spiritual and worked steps. And I doubt he had to take LSD to kick his depression. That's the guy I want to know more about.
must admit I agree with what you said about Dr Bob, he is the guy I research the most, not that I have anything against Bill.
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but I don't come here to argue
Here is my post again:
Alcoholism and addiction are the same disease ( don't confuse this for a drug is a drug is a drug) in my honest opinion. Both are treated with the 12 steps. Both require abstinence from substances.
Bill W was a nutcase who I'd never attempt to emulate! Oops. Did I say that out loud?
Seriously though, Dr Bob was the one who stayed spiritual and worked steps. And I doubt he had to take LSD to kick his depression. That's the guy I want to know more about.
Seriously though, Dr Bob was the one who stayed spiritual and worked steps. And I doubt he had to take LSD to kick his depression. That's the guy I want to know more about.
I guess Iam in the nutcase category as well. I relate to Bill way more than I do Bob. I learn from Bill, who was a power driver and glory seeker ( and many other things) yet he never took that honorary degree from a prestigious school, or accepted the Man of the Year nomination. He had human flaws galore and utilized the AA program to work on them. How many of us would not get big egos if we were the co-founders of AA???? It is easy to Deify Dr Bob and vilify Bill. Bob was only with us 15 years and Bill had a whole lot of other problems besides alcohol. I don't place Bill on any pedestal but he has shown me alot ( and I never met him)
I won't debate, argue, or go tit for tat with you here. You can PM me if you want to straighten me out ( it probably won't help though)
Enjoy
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Don't. Neenerneenerneener!
And I appreciate that. It's good to know CAs are getting recovery and the BB works for them too.
I don't know what to do with addicts because most meetings I go to are closed AA. I'd like to know I could send them to a recovered addict. I just come from a lineage that tought me that we can't be everything to everybody.
Straighten you out?!?!?! I'm the newbie here!
I just want to know if anybody speaks AA in here!
Oh, and with respect to the OP... "we recoil from it as from a hot flame." If that's not going on for a person in recovery, do the first 10 steps and re-examine that point.
I don't know what to do with addicts because most meetings I go to are closed AA. I'd like to know I could send them to a recovered addict. I just come from a lineage that tought me that we can't be everything to everybody.
Straighten you out?!?!?! I'm the newbie here!
I just want to know if anybody speaks AA in here!
Oh, and with respect to the OP... "we recoil from it as from a hot flame." If that's not going on for a person in recovery, do the first 10 steps and re-examine that point.
I just want to know if anybody speaks AA in here!
Oh, and with respect to the OP... "we recoil from it as from a hot flame." If that's not going on for a person in recovery, do the first 10 steps and re-examine that point.
Oh, and with respect to the OP... "we recoil from it as from a hot flame." If that's not going on for a person in recovery, do the first 10 steps and re-examine that point.
FWIW...
Bill W. used LSD under the supervision of Aldous Huxley and it was, at the time, legitimate psychological research... He didn't go down to Haight Ashbury and drop acid while listening to the Grateful Dead. He didn't score it from Oswley or Ken Kesey out on the street...
I, personally, kind of like it that Bill W. was a little wacky... I am myself... No one can speak for Bill, but I honestly believe that Bill's experiments with LSD, which I believe predated the popular culture's love affair with acid, were an honest attempt at advancing the understanding of alcoholism, not a recreational activity.
I don't think he needed to change his sober date...
Just my 2 cents...
Bill W. used LSD under the supervision of Aldous Huxley and it was, at the time, legitimate psychological research... He didn't go down to Haight Ashbury and drop acid while listening to the Grateful Dead. He didn't score it from Oswley or Ken Kesey out on the street...
I, personally, kind of like it that Bill W. was a little wacky... I am myself... No one can speak for Bill, but I honestly believe that Bill's experiments with LSD, which I believe predated the popular culture's love affair with acid, were an honest attempt at advancing the understanding of alcoholism, not a recreational activity.
I don't think he needed to change his sober date...
Just my 2 cents...
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Oh I don't either. I loved to trip, btw. 4 bucks and 12 hours of bliss!
So what if he enjoyed it? All I know is that I wouldn't try it now. It would, as someone else in here stated, kill and ongoing spiritual regime and awakening.
aka, I don't need it.
So what if he enjoyed it? All I know is that I wouldn't try it now. It would, as someone else in here stated, kill and ongoing spiritual regime and awakening.
aka, I don't need it.
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Bill W basically founded AA (with Dr Bob) and wrote the majority of the big book and you call him a "nut job"???
then wonder if anyone "speaks AA" in here?
LoL
Bill was grandiose and quite a salesman. He, on occasion was pretty full of himself, and on occasion was full of sh1te. He, however, learned from his mistakes, a quality others could do well to emulate.
You may have more in common with Bill then you realize, except of course for the small fact that you didn't write a program that has saved millions of lives I mean.
I by no means deify the guy, but I don't have brass balls big enough to get sober using a program he basically put together and then run him down.
The description of a "disease" is an unhealthy state of mind or body that has recognizable signs and symptoms.
Sounds a bit like alcoholism to me.
then wonder if anyone "speaks AA" in here?
LoL
Bill was grandiose and quite a salesman. He, on occasion was pretty full of himself, and on occasion was full of sh1te. He, however, learned from his mistakes, a quality others could do well to emulate.
You may have more in common with Bill then you realize, except of course for the small fact that you didn't write a program that has saved millions of lives I mean.
I by no means deify the guy, but I don't have brass balls big enough to get sober using a program he basically put together and then run him down.
The description of a "disease" is an unhealthy state of mind or body that has recognizable signs and symptoms.
Sounds a bit like alcoholism to me.
*smile*...when I said "I judge", I meant "I judge." I do - all the time. Lately there've been people announcing in meetings that they're just coming back, and I sort of suck my teeth and roll my eyes in a knee-jerk fashion. I don't know why I do that, but I'm trying not to.
I told a guy I was working with that he wasn't done. That said, I still call him, answer his calls, see him from time to time. Heck, I even bought him a beer. He will do the program when he is ready to do the program. And while I'm not his rescue nurse, if he at any point comes to me looking for help, I will do my best to help him.
So yes, I will not be inclined to spend much effort being proactive with someone who has no willingness, but if someone is struggling and proceeding in a two steps forward, one step back fashion, I'm not going to refuse.
M
I told a guy I was working with that he wasn't done. That said, I still call him, answer his calls, see him from time to time. Heck, I even bought him a beer. He will do the program when he is ready to do the program. And while I'm not his rescue nurse, if he at any point comes to me looking for help, I will do my best to help him.
So yes, I will not be inclined to spend much effort being proactive with someone who has no willingness, but if someone is struggling and proceeding in a two steps forward, one step back fashion, I'm not going to refuse.
M
Definitely intent. Here's a point that struck me; Irish mentions not judging and I truly do not want to get into a semantics conversation or debate. Whether the word is judgement or discernment or whatever, recovery will need an "intent" component. Now on the other side, I tell pidgeons to drink until they are full; I believe in this statement as it was the lynchpin of my eventual recovery. Only when the man or woman is convinced of their position will they take action. If the person cannot get sober and stay sober, then there is a lack of honest intent to stay sober.
Bill W basically founded AA (with Dr Bob) and wrote the majority of the big book and you call him a "nut job"???
then wonder if anyone "speaks AA" in here?
LoL
Bill was grandiose and quite a salesman. He, on occasion was pretty full of himself, and on occasion was full of sh1te. He, however, learned from his mistakes, a quality others could do well to emulate.
You may have more in common with Bill then you realize, except of course for the small fact that you didn't write a program that has saved millions of lives I mean.
I by no means deify the guy, but I don't have brass balls big enough to get sober using a program he basically put together and then run him down.
The description of a "disease" is an unhealthy state of mind or body that has recognizable signs and symptoms.
Sounds a bit like alcoholism to me.
then wonder if anyone "speaks AA" in here?
LoL
Bill was grandiose and quite a salesman. He, on occasion was pretty full of himself, and on occasion was full of sh1te. He, however, learned from his mistakes, a quality others could do well to emulate.
You may have more in common with Bill then you realize, except of course for the small fact that you didn't write a program that has saved millions of lives I mean.
I by no means deify the guy, but I don't have brass balls big enough to get sober using a program he basically put together and then run him down.
The description of a "disease" is an unhealthy state of mind or body that has recognizable signs and symptoms.
Sounds a bit like alcoholism to me.
for me Bill Wilsons story in the Big Book is the most sublime literary 12 step call anyone could ever hope to read.
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Its amazing how many people love to bash Bill. Regardless of what anyone thinks, we all owe our lives to all of our founders. God surely worked miracles through those first few. There are alot of AA revisionists who see New York as Babylon. Its amazing to me, because when I look at those guys I see men and women who overcame the impossible, yet many sit back now and judge them. Dr Bob is considered a saint by many yet he believed that women could ruin AA meetings, many of the first 100 didn't want blacks in AA meetings ( let alone addicts/ homosexuals etc...) . Clarence Snyder was... lets just say a little on the angry side. Yet the fellowship has grown to be all inclusive in our hopes that every alcoholic can get recovery. It is far from perfect this is true, and we should never fear pointing out the human frailties of our members ( especially the ones we put up on pedestals) but we have to remember what they did .
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I identify with Bill Wilson immensly. Don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing, but I know that I have an ego and that no matter what I do, I can't defeat it. I can just make friends with it and make fun of it. My ego only gets me in trouble when it becomes the servant and not the master.
As for someone claiming to be sober in AA while using drugs and then using the excuse that AA is about alcohol, I call ********. Yes AA is about alcoholism, but sobriety is far more than abstinence from alcohol. It is a state of mind and a state of being. It is clarity of thought.
There are some exceptions. Bill's use of LSD was mentioned. In the early days, LSD was not used with the intent of "tripping" or "getting high." It was used as an aid in a genuine spiritual search. I'm not advocating the use of LSD, but at the time, it was believed to have some genuine use.
The Native American Church's use of peyote as a sacrement is another example. It is well known that alcoholism has ravaged American Indian tribes since the first white settlers introduced them to alcohol. Peyote has been used to maintain sobriety in the NAC. Not only abstinence from alcohol., but to maintain the clarity of thought required to live a truly spiritual way of life.
All that being said, I think I'll just stick to the Twelve Step path.
Jim
As for someone claiming to be sober in AA while using drugs and then using the excuse that AA is about alcohol, I call ********. Yes AA is about alcoholism, but sobriety is far more than abstinence from alcohol. It is a state of mind and a state of being. It is clarity of thought.
There are some exceptions. Bill's use of LSD was mentioned. In the early days, LSD was not used with the intent of "tripping" or "getting high." It was used as an aid in a genuine spiritual search. I'm not advocating the use of LSD, but at the time, it was believed to have some genuine use.
The Native American Church's use of peyote as a sacrement is another example. It is well known that alcoholism has ravaged American Indian tribes since the first white settlers introduced them to alcohol. Peyote has been used to maintain sobriety in the NAC. Not only abstinence from alcohol., but to maintain the clarity of thought required to live a truly spiritual way of life.
All that being said, I think I'll just stick to the Twelve Step path.
Jim
I identify with Bill Wilson immensly. Don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing, but I know that I have an ego and that no matter what I do, I can't defeat it. I can just make friends with it and make fun of it. My ego only gets me in trouble when it becomes the servant and not the master.
As for someone claiming to be sober in AA while using drugs and then using the excuse that AA is about alcohol, I call ********. Yes AA is about alcoholism, but sobriety is far more than abstinence from alcohol. It is a state of mind and a state of being. It is clarity of thought.
There are some exceptions. Bill's use of LSD was mentioned. In the early days, LSD was not used with the intent of "tripping" or "getting high." It was used as an aid in a genuine spiritual search. I'm not advocating the use of LSD, but at the time, it was believed to have some genuine use.
The Native American Church's use of peyote as a sacrement is another example. It is well known that alcoholism has ravaged American Indian tribes since the first white settlers introduced them to alcohol. Peyote has been used to maintain sobriety in the NAC. Not only abstinence from alcohol., but to maintain the clarity of thought required to live a truly spiritual way of life.
All that being said, I think I'll just stick to the Twelve Step path.
Jim
As for someone claiming to be sober in AA while using drugs and then using the excuse that AA is about alcohol, I call ********. Yes AA is about alcoholism, but sobriety is far more than abstinence from alcohol. It is a state of mind and a state of being. It is clarity of thought.
There are some exceptions. Bill's use of LSD was mentioned. In the early days, LSD was not used with the intent of "tripping" or "getting high." It was used as an aid in a genuine spiritual search. I'm not advocating the use of LSD, but at the time, it was believed to have some genuine use.
The Native American Church's use of peyote as a sacrement is another example. It is well known that alcoholism has ravaged American Indian tribes since the first white settlers introduced them to alcohol. Peyote has been used to maintain sobriety in the NAC. Not only abstinence from alcohol., but to maintain the clarity of thought required to live a truly spiritual way of life.
All that being said, I think I'll just stick to the Twelve Step path.
Jim
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Oh absolutely! I'm a nutjob too!
AA is for EF-ups!
Tell me otherwise.
Oh how smug of you!
Oh no you di-int sister!
Look at the context with which I brought the thing up!
People were talking about doing drugs and keeping their sobriety date!
That's it! Bill died sober in my book. But he did take LSD! Period! I'm a Dr Bob kind of guy! I thought the 12 x 12 was chalk full of horsebleep and the AA pamplets are garbage too! We don't use that stuff in our meetings! Bill W was a service freak and thank God he was! But that's not my path! Get it?
Tell it to the judge. AA, by it's own traditions does not get into controversial topics like the Disease Concept. Show me anywhere undisputed evidence that AA endorsed, pushed, or otherwise signed off on the "Disease" label! I don't care what it "sounds like".
AA is for EF-ups!
Tell me otherwise.
Look at the context with which I brought the thing up!
People were talking about doing drugs and keeping their sobriety date!
That's it! Bill died sober in my book. But he did take LSD! Period! I'm a Dr Bob kind of guy! I thought the 12 x 12 was chalk full of horsebleep and the AA pamplets are garbage too! We don't use that stuff in our meetings! Bill W was a service freak and thank God he was! But that's not my path! Get it?
Tell it to the judge. AA, by it's own traditions does not get into controversial topics like the Disease Concept. Show me anywhere undisputed evidence that AA endorsed, pushed, or otherwise signed off on the "Disease" label! I don't care what it "sounds like".
Oh absolutely! I'm a nutjob too!
AA is for EF-ups!
Tell me otherwise.
Oh how smug of you!
Oh no you di-int sister!
Look at the context with which I brought the thing up!
People were talking about doing drugs and keeping their sobriety date!
That's it! Bill died sober in my book. But he did take LSD! Period! I'm a Dr Bob kind of guy! I thought the 12 x 12 was chalk full of horsebleep and the AA pamplets are garbage too! We don't use that stuff in our meetings! Bill W was a service freak and thank God he was! But that's not my path! Get it?
Tell it to the judge. AA, by it's own traditions does not get into controversial topics like the Disease Concept. Show me anywhere undisputed evidence that AA endorsed, pushed, or otherwise signed off on the "Disease" label! I don't care what it "sounds like".
AA is for EF-ups!
Tell me otherwise.
Oh how smug of you!
Oh no you di-int sister!
Look at the context with which I brought the thing up!
People were talking about doing drugs and keeping their sobriety date!
That's it! Bill died sober in my book. But he did take LSD! Period! I'm a Dr Bob kind of guy! I thought the 12 x 12 was chalk full of horsebleep and the AA pamplets are garbage too! We don't use that stuff in our meetings! Bill W was a service freak and thank God he was! But that's not my path! Get it?
Tell it to the judge. AA, by it's own traditions does not get into controversial topics like the Disease Concept. Show me anywhere undisputed evidence that AA endorsed, pushed, or otherwise signed off on the "Disease" label! I don't care what it "sounds like".
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Sober, but not clean. I get that too. But eventually, I take a shower.
Thanks, Ian_g... I guess my whole contention about this is all the flak AA is getting from minions of the Orange Papers and stuff. I don't read or look at that trash, but I'm seeing sheeple with nothing better to do than dog AA.
Did the disease concept not come about to further the industry of "alcoholism" and enable insurance to get involved?
Tell me it's not about money.
Thanks, Ian_g... I guess my whole contention about this is all the flak AA is getting from minions of the Orange Papers and stuff. I don't read or look at that trash, but I'm seeing sheeple with nothing better to do than dog AA.
Did the disease concept not come about to further the industry of "alcoholism" and enable insurance to get involved?
Tell me it's not about money.
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