Mentally Strong
Mentally Strong
I know this forum doesn't get much traffic, but I wasn't sure where else to post this.
I'm having some issues with my AA program right now, and I think my issues go back to being an ACOA. My therapist wants me to work on being more "mentally strong". I think that's fantastic. And it's not a topic you hear about in AA. The only place where the big book mentions it, is where as God's people we don't crawl before anyone and we don't grovel. But that's about making amends.
So I'd love to hear from others how you learned to be mentally strong, as an adult child of an alcoholic. I've always felt a strength inside of me since I was a kid. I know I just have to continue to give myself permission to let it out.
In the past I focused on being physically strong which helped to a point to feel mentally strong, but it wasn't enough. It did help with confidence, though. I used to take kick boxing and it was a good outlet for my 4th step anger.
But now it's time to work more on being mentally strong, like assertiveness, setting boundaries and limits, feeling my feelings, speaking my mind, not taking crap from anyone, and reminding myself that *I* matter, too.
I'm having some issues with my AA program right now, and I think my issues go back to being an ACOA. My therapist wants me to work on being more "mentally strong". I think that's fantastic. And it's not a topic you hear about in AA. The only place where the big book mentions it, is where as God's people we don't crawl before anyone and we don't grovel. But that's about making amends.
So I'd love to hear from others how you learned to be mentally strong, as an adult child of an alcoholic. I've always felt a strength inside of me since I was a kid. I know I just have to continue to give myself permission to let it out.
In the past I focused on being physically strong which helped to a point to feel mentally strong, but it wasn't enough. It did help with confidence, though. I used to take kick boxing and it was a good outlet for my 4th step anger.
But now it's time to work more on being mentally strong, like assertiveness, setting boundaries and limits, feeling my feelings, speaking my mind, not taking crap from anyone, and reminding myself that *I* matter, too.
You might check out the "Friends and Family" forums, there's is a lot of discussions there on the subject you mention that might be of interest even if they are not labeled as "ACA". You are most welcome to post there.
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ly-alcoholics/
I haven't heard it much either. I have heard of something under the name "Emotional Sobriety", perhaps that is what you are thinking about?
At first I didn't actually do anything about it, just went thru the possible responses in my mind. I took it very slow and little by little I started to make small improvements. One example, which is kind of silly but it worked for me, was buying groceries. As a child that always entailed a flood of critical comments from my parents that I could not escape from. As an adult I felt all kinds of weird fears and emotions over the whole idea of having to go to a grocery store.
So I made it fun for that little imaginary kid. I took a class in juggling and would juggle stuff while walking down the aisles. Ok, so I did not juggle fruit cuz I really suck at juggling, but it actually became kind of fun for me. I also would buy a toy once a month, as if I had a real child. I started paying more attention to what I was purchasing in order to have healthier meals for that inner child, since I could not do it for myself.
It took me some time, I'm very slow at overcoming these ACA issues, but it did work. Now I have no problem going shopping, other than complaining about the prices
Mike
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I haven't heard it much either. I have heard of something under the name "Emotional Sobriety", perhaps that is what you are thinking about?
What helped me get a start on that is something called the "Inner Child". It was imposible for me and my ACA issues to just jump in and do all of that. The survival emotions would well up and I'd be a mess. What I did was focus on that little kid I once was and act as if I had that child with me right at the moment. How would I respond if it were that imaginary kid that needed to be assertive.
At first I didn't actually do anything about it, just went thru the possible responses in my mind. I took it very slow and little by little I started to make small improvements. One example, which is kind of silly but it worked for me, was buying groceries. As a child that always entailed a flood of critical comments from my parents that I could not escape from. As an adult I felt all kinds of weird fears and emotions over the whole idea of having to go to a grocery store.
So I made it fun for that little imaginary kid. I took a class in juggling and would juggle stuff while walking down the aisles. Ok, so I did not juggle fruit cuz I really suck at juggling, but it actually became kind of fun for me. I also would buy a toy once a month, as if I had a real child. I started paying more attention to what I was purchasing in order to have healthier meals for that inner child, since I could not do it for myself.
It took me some time, I'm very slow at overcoming these ACA issues, but it did work. Now I have no problem going shopping, other than complaining about the prices
Any resources you care to share about where we can read up and learn more about inner child stuff? Thanks again. :-) Next time I buy oranges I'm gonna try to see if I can juggle them!
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...nks-acoas.html (Books and links for ACoA's)
You may find additional techniques that might be a little softer and easier than the "inner child". Things like putting stickies on the bathroom mirror that say "You are a good person, not who your parents said you are.", "You are not a defective character, you have character defects.", "You are recovering from childhood brainwashing." I put up a different one each week and repeat it over and over to myself all day long.
Mike
That is another good example. When I became an adult I brought with me the all-or-nothing, black or white attitude I had learned as a child. I could either be super-responsible, or completely not responsible at all. I could either invest myself 100% in something and do it perfectly, or ignore and avoid it and refuse to participate. The whole idea of "balance", of shades of gray, was just not something I understood.
Agree completely. That's the wrong way to raise a child.
Yup. The catch is I had to do it in a "balanced" way, otherwise I'd buy a whole cake instead of something healthy but fun.
I don't know of anything specific to inner child only. There's tons of books and websites but they all cover a wide range of techniques of which the inner child is just one. Start with our links at the top of this forum:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...nks-acoas.html (Books and links for ACoA's)
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...nks-acoas.html (Books and links for ACoA's)
You may find additional techniques that might be a little softer and easier than the "inner child". Things like putting stickies on the bathroom mirror that say "You are a good person, not who your parents said you are.", "You are not a defective character, you have character defects.", "You are recovering from childhood brainwashing." I put up a different one each week and repeat it over and over to myself all day long.
lol ! If I may suggest grapes They're not as expensive when you drop them and get mushed. Seriously now, small packages of paper napkins are the best. They spin when you throw them up and they don't bust open when you drop one
Thanks, Mike! :-)
I go intermitently. Haven't been able to the last year or so due to health issues.
That is why there are separate programs. Different issues require different approaches. I go to AA cuz I don't want to forget that booze and drugs are not the solution to my problems. I go to al-anon / ACA so that I can find the correct solutions to my problems.
What is very common in adult children is "self medication". Which chemical happens to do the job depends on genetics and biology. For some it is alcohol, for others it is sugar, or even sex.
It's called "self affirmation". There's dozens of such techniques in the many books on self-help. It's just a matter of picking a few that fit you.
Mike
What is very common in adult children is "self medication". Which chemical happens to do the job depends on genetics and biology. For some it is alcohol, for others it is sugar, or even sex.
It's called "self affirmation". There's dozens of such techniques in the many books on self-help. It's just a matter of picking a few that fit you.
Mike
That is why there are separate programs. Different issues require different approaches. I go to AA cuz I don't want to forget that booze and drugs are not the solution to my problems. I go to al-anon / ACA so that I can find the correct solutions to my problems.
What is very common in adult children is "self medication". Which chemical happens to do the job depends on genetics and biology. For some it is alcohol, for others it is sugar, or even sex.
It's called "self affirmation". There's dozens of such techniques in the many books on self-help. It's just a matter of picking a few that fit you.
T
Maybe they went to bad meetings where everyone just b*tched. I'm sure like anything there are good and bad ones.
I have heard that Al-anon teaches to "detach with love" which is healthier than enabling your loved one and being brought down with the person. Easier said than done, though.
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