Newbie needing hope
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Newbie needing hope
Hello – I’m new to this forum and website. I’ve been introduced to ACA from a co-worker who I know from AA.
Just to get straight to the point without any background, this is how I’m feeling…. I’m so mad at my husband for so many things that I don’t see us making it. I’ve been at this turning point before and always surrendered and tried to just focus on the good things. I’m feeling a HUGE wall that I have put up and even though I want things to be different I’m not 100% ready to surrender and tear down the wall. I don’t know if that makes any sense or not, but my fear is that I’m past the point of reconciliation. I know the first thing I need to do is surrender this resentment but I’m holding on SO TIGHT and don’t want to let go.
Just to get straight to the point without any background, this is how I’m feeling…. I’m so mad at my husband for so many things that I don’t see us making it. I’ve been at this turning point before and always surrendered and tried to just focus on the good things. I’m feeling a HUGE wall that I have put up and even though I want things to be different I’m not 100% ready to surrender and tear down the wall. I don’t know if that makes any sense or not, but my fear is that I’m past the point of reconciliation. I know the first thing I need to do is surrender this resentment but I’m holding on SO TIGHT and don’t want to let go.
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