((((((((((Tammie))))))))))) I just want to say that you are not alone and we really do care about you so much. You are not beyond help, even though it may feel that way right now. Phoenix posted something the other day that really struck me in its wisdom, and it was this: Sometimes the really rough stretches are turning points. Please hang on Tammie. One day. Just one day. You can do this one day at a time, like all other things. You do have so much to live for, even though you may feel that you cannot see beyond your pain right now. Things DO get better. Your family loves you, and we love you - you are a part of our family now and you have given so much to us here. Now it's our turn to give to you. Please don't lose hope, Tammie. I too have been where you are now, and MG, and Phoenix, and we have made it through, and you can too. Nothing is ever so bad that it can't be mended, Tammie. Please hang on to hope and to the love that you have in your life.
Much love and many hugs.