I have known since i was very young. My dad says he has known since the first time i walked... lol....
As far as the getting help if it were available... I would not. It can be a difficult being a lesbian, but i wouldnt change it, its who i am. I understand rose petals where your coming from on the fighting to stay sober, but i REALLY dont want to fight to stay straight.... Would you want to fight to be a lesbian? Its natural to me...
Just my $.02...
Melissa