I am sorry for being me
I am sorry that because of people like me you had to start a new board. There was a time on SR that I only needed to be me. There was a time when I could speak from my heart without question. Many of you talk about a perfect world. You have excluded us that had no choice. Don.W would never kill anyone. However, I spent 2 years in Vietnam. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't picture either having to kill someone or helping to kill someone. One of the resons that I'm a patiet at the V A Hospital is as follows. I helped load the napalm bombs. I still live with the picture of that little girl running down the road with her clothes and skin burnt of by napalm.
When I came to SR, I found people that didn't judge me for what I was, but the person that I am. I am sorry, and maybe I'm wrong. However, I feel that this new board was developed so that you don't have to deal with me. Maybe I'm wrong but, me feeling is that we have a common enemy alcohol. Today, as other Veterans I struggle. However, I'm sorry that because I'm me, you've chosen to not deal or help me. Maybe it's best not to be here anymore. I can't help being me. I won't bother you anymore. I don't want to be responsibe for your drinking. Again, I guess I was wrong, belonging to SR, I thought I had to only be me, not belong.