I am suprised to hear you too reject the all powerful God. You still accept he is all powerful and benign though... Hmm I will order the book you sugest from Amazon.It sounds very interesting. Things like this bother me alot.
Since I have been studying photojournalism I have been wondering even more about God and why he allows stuff to happen like this....I had this childs picture to study for a ssignment...now i can never get her face out of my head...I was going to post the picture but then I thought maybe not...her eyes just haunt me.
sigh.life is sooooooo harsh.so harsh. I wish I fully understood why. Karma makes more sense to me...maybe your book will help too.