Yes,exactly Autumn, I was just going to say that.Your morality stops you from doing such things.
I have the feeling that committing suicide is a really bad thing to do...we dont escape at all...its like busting out of school before class is done...you have to go right back and resit that class til you pass! i.e you will be reborn with the same problems until you work them out. Suicide is no escape at all. I really feel this is true you know.I have no evidence for it but I feel it to be true.
Ive done some meditation studies in Thailand and worked on that problem...and that was the answer I got from thinking,meditating and exploring the idea. Meditation in controlled suroundings is very useful for working things out...not that I have everything worked out by a long chalk, but I feel my ideas and beliefs comming together....