Originally Posted by brdlvr
I really think I need therapy to find out just why I do what I do
Hi brdlvr,
Therapy sounds like a great plan. Like so many others, you're in a form of addiction, except it's to a person, not to a substance. As you're finding, it's really difficult to break and move forward on your own.
Why not make a call today and find out what counselling or therapy resources are available and where you might go (if you don't already have something lined up). You're showing great self-awareness in recognzing that you can't do this alone. Can you take the first step to get some support?