Bonbon,
I'm sending lots of hugs. You just kind of did a leap into recovery and have really done well. I think sadness is pretty normal. I still get sad over things that happened 30 years ago. The key is not to focus on it for long. I get sad sometimes just looking at my 9 year old grandson thinking of when he was the cutest 2 year old I have ever seen in my life. Now we wear the same size shoes
Come say hi more often.
HUGS,
MG