Today was mostly good. I feel back to normal physically. Work was somewhat stressful. I'm still out of the routine but I was well rested. The day went by very fast.
I've definitely had thoughts of drinking and obsessions tonight. I know that in the past I always have given myself permission in advance to drink. It didn't just happen. I'm working hard at not letting that door crack open at all. It's quite the mind game.
I've got over 300 threads I'm subscribed to here so I just go read some of my favorites for the instant smack in the face that I need.