Driguy,
You have expressed an excellent point. I find myself at 68 days in that transition phase from fighting to embracing sobriety. I was sober 10 years approximately 20 years ago and remember that making sobriety the priority was what kept me there. I couldn’t tell you what the reason was I started drinking again and I guess it doesn’t matter. This time is very different due to my advanced age. I know there are not many, if any, more reboots before the hard drive dies in this computer. Thus I am trying to embrace and be grateful for all I have and not get too stressed about daily problems. Thanks to everyone here for the support and sharing. It means a lot.