Wow I love that! Thank you all
my big plan is made and I will never drink again or change my mind.
ahhhh feels good! Almost feels too good like how many times have I done this before and relapsed? Yep there is the AV
how do u all view your beast?
mine is like Chucky - an evil little whiny mis behaving child
or maybe I should call it Dementor like in Harry Potter
or maybe I should just call it Satan since I’m a Christian. It’s not easy to remember to separate.
Separating is easy to do but to catch it is sometimes tricky. Is it really real this AV? It’s just me right? I feel like a drink, I’m making too much of this...... blah blah all AV’s tricks.
Gotta stay focused! Reading the RR book a little everyday.
Another day free. Yipeeeee free as a child again to be me.
Not one more day will be wasted drinking. Take that Beast! Not one more day.
Addiction is an identity crisis. I’m onto u Beast