Day 31 is still very early in sobriety.
Well said, Borntobe…
31 days must seen an age to you, Aten, but it sure is early on. I remember it being very touch and go, and any stress in that time would’ve spelt danger. I’m not sure why this sticks in my mind (early 2019), but I had the mother of all cravings on my day 55 following a very minor incident. It was still the default response to swig a beer, but somehow I didn’t. Be ready for a few more weeks of surprises like that. The way you’re feeling now (and like everyone else, I’m sorry to hear this) will only improve the longer you stay sober