Hi. I said that I would check back with this after a week or so. After a week, I am more convinced that I should never have another drop of booze. I am still not fully past the physical effects of stopping, and I'm sure that has a role. But, my big picture thinking seems to be different this time. It was very helpful to read through this post from a week ago. I may make it a habit to come back to this thread every week or two. Thanks all of you.