Welcome!
This can be YOUR LAST DAY ONE.
Its so hard.
Water on the inside, water on the outside. Drink it, stick your hand in it, shower.
I never shared all the details with my hubby. It’s MY HELL, and my actions (not drinking) are what matters IMHO, not divulging our innnermost horrors.
Reading and posting here.
Clean a junk drawer.
As a health professional also, we know that urges last about 10 minutes. We have trigger times.
There are CPAP machines, or something called SMART NORA. Get back next to your wife, It’s hard to be intimate with alcohol, on your breath, or if you have ED from too much booze, or you just aren’t with her in bed.
I wished for along time I could dRink again like normal, But I ruined that. Life is great sober, really.
No one is coming to save you, no program alone can save you, you will have to save yourself.
We can help you through it, guide you, but can’t walk your walk.
So glad you are here.
The support is wonderful